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My dear Patrons! (I’m not just talking about the current ones, but all those who have supported me financially throughout this year and who, for one reason or another, have stopped.) In the previous post about my disappointment with Patreon as a platform, I don’t intend to devalue the enormous support you’ve given me through…
Patreon issue
Does the value system in which we currently live always bring the wrong people to power? Or does power itself corrupts those who have the most to do with it? I don’t have an answer for you on that. But I can at least take steps to ensure that the wrong people have less power…
Thoughts, nudes, Gene and candle packaging (train update)
I have no pictures on my phone from last Saturday and half of the performance that I did that night unfortunately was not documented at all. However. That night for sure is going to stay in my memory and most likely in the memory of others who witnessed the show. Some pictures are coming for…
Stand with Ukraine by supporting its kinky clothing and lingerie brands
Cheesy media outlets would call this something like “15 Amazing Ukrainian Brands That Set Women Free”, I just can’t do that shit anymore (being a part of the cheesy media world.) These are links to brands and products still being made in Ukraine today. They’re amazing, kinky, and not only for women. I kindly ask…
Waxplay 101
I’m grateful that you decided to try my candles, and if it’s your first time, the basic info below is meant to make your experience safer. Please read it carefully before playing! what do you need to know about waxplay to enjoy it? No hard rules have to be followed apart from consent and safety. Things…
Istanbul nudes
Update. I’m slowly edition and will be adding more pictures soon Visiting Istanbul reminded me how dangerous and broken this world is. The last time I was here was in June 2022 and I also took a few nudes here, which I show in the reflection post. This time the room is not as photogenic,…
Snapshots and backstage of the camming experience
Updated. Here is a minute of vertical material from my phone. Later I’ll spill parts of it on social media, but patrons get it al now. This time we made 10 candles, got 3 tokens of tips, some new followers, nice compliments, and dumb questions, of course. I definitely enjoyed the part about being watched…
Chaturbate theory
Update 3 (06.02.23): yay, first tips received, so we plan to come back tomorrow, on Tuesday 7.02.23, 8 am Berlin time. Thanks for all the comments and shares. Update 2 (05.02.23): The next live cam show is scheduled for Monday, 9 am Berlin time. Update 1: done for tonight, thanks to everyone who joined, here…
The first half of the reflection posts is published for patrons and the other half of last year (which I would love to publish) is still a huge pile of content to process. Technically and emotionally – both. Some events require more time to understand how I feel about them. Even though this post was…
The blue elephant in the yellow room
TW: politics, death, and war mentions! I think part of me would prefer the subject of this post not to be made public. It’s not a sexy story, but it’s as real as all the filth and wax that hasn’t yet been cleaned off my floor since last night. So I’m sorry, dear reader, but…