Sicut-Dico

Category: Live event

  • We Are Queer, We Are Here – Let’s Get Together!

    CW: (5 minutes read time, event description)

    Updated with q&a 28.08 and performances details

    TWO more special guests are ready to be announced:

    Nansea is already on Gene’s page and on the Berghain’s website

    Nansea (ˈnænsi) is the musical moniker of Berlin-based musician Marek Polgesek. With their music, they create a queer indie/chamber pop sound that goes beyond the traditional singer-songwriter style, while paying tribute to gender nonconforming artists that inspire them. Their sound has been described as a ‘more whimsical Rufus Wainwright’ and reminiscent of Thom Yorke and Sufjan Stevens.

    AntiShanti will help us maintain the kinky atmosphere, we’re hoping to find the right ropes to offer (in limited quantities) simple harnesses that you can wear overnight and keep the rope as a souvenir

    here is Shanti’s insta – https://www.instagram.com/anti_shanti.3.0, don’t hesitate to knock, if you are not afraid of blood and other fun stuff.

    Here is Shanti
    and an example of that harnesses she can make for the guests

    Of course, we’re also preparing a shibari show, so come early to see it. Doors open at 7pm. For more details on the kinky side of the event, go to fetlife. Below is a gallery of what to expect from Shanti.

    What is so special about the show?

    For me, every show is a discovery of new forms of communication and establishing invisible connections that we build with the people who come to see it. Although I normally put a lot of effort into planning & creating a performance, it’s the unexpected that makes every show magical to me – every audience is different and I love forming a language that we all understand at each of my concerts.

    Gene Bogolepov

    Gene’s singles collection (all streaming platforms): https://listen.music-hub.com/bmwNaP

    Who should come to the event? 

    Everyone who wants to have a few hours of freedom to be themselves, dance, compliment each other, get to know the queer culture in it’s essential and meet new friends.

    What is ‘queer pop’?

    Queer Pop, as we see it, is a sort of pop music that does not correspond to established ideas of mainstream pop. For Gene it’s a manifestation of creative freedom, where she is not afraid to mix genres without limitations. Ah, and such music is made by a queer artist, indeed.

    This event is queer and hetero-friendly, welcoming everyone to celebrate together.

    Why should you share it with a friend? 

    Because this is the only way for them to know about our event. We are not using traditional marketing. So yes, tell your friends about Bogolepov’s music and if they like it, come to the show together.

    How to support:
    • Money for music: Buy a Mycelium subscription. Or choose one time donation.
    • Pay It Forward: Buy an extra ticket and let us give it to someone who needs it.
    • Kindness: Share this post or tell your friends about our show.
    • Both: Buy our sexy music and share it with friends!
      To get free tickets, email us. Know someone who’d love to come? Share this information with them.
    What to expect from the event:

    We aim to give you the party of a lifetime, without the hangover. Doors will open at 19:00. This post will be updated with more details, feel free to ask questions.

    So dress kinky, slutty or come in your pajama. Our show is an audio-visual-sensual experience, featuring two concerts and immersive performances.

    singles collection is now available on all streaming platforms (search for BOGOLEPOV)
    Who we’re crafting this event for:

    Sensitive individuals seeking intelligent experiences with mindful substance use. The bar will be open as usual, but we’ll have more alcohol-free options than usual.

    We encourage a sober evening filled with dancing, singing, and kindness to each other. Enjoy the company of like-minded people and feel safe to be yourself – that’s what we like to get high on.

    Everyone who buys a ticket or joins via Mycelium gets a link to join our networking chats.

    Links and tickets:

    Direct link to buy tickets on Gene’s official website: https://bogolepov.eu/2024/08/13/4th-of-september-live-at-kantine-am-berghain/

    Resident Advisor event link: https://ra.co/events/1984084

    Fetlife event link: https://fetlife.com/events/1570805

    Facebook event link: https://www.facebook.com/share/u4btT3eDXSWqfPHB/?mibextid=9l3rBW


    so Share this article please

    Rewrite it, screenshot it, share the link, or tell your friends in an audio message. Anything help! Love sees no borders or absolutes, and we are stronger together.

    We’re still giving free tickets to the show in Berlin to those who can’t afford them. For everyone else, please support our business model. Someone has to pay the bills!

    Special guest:

    LoboLoto

    Synth Pop, Dark, Triphop, Transcendental
    Alice Lobo (Vocals, Synthesizers, Guitars, Keyboard)
    Vince Gagliardi (Drums, Percussion)
    Emerging from the shadows of an industrial urban landscape, LoboLoto is a hauntingly hypnotic band that seamlessly blends the pulsating rhythms of synth pop with the brooding
    intensity of dark wave, all while weaving in elements of transcendental mysticism. Formed in 2015 as a solo project of Alice Lobo, LoboLoto has just welcomed Vince Gagliardi to make the sounds even more defined and at the culmination of an experience on the edge of esotericism.
    Alice Lobo, the ethereal voice and primary lyricist of the group, channels the mysteries of the cosmos and the depths of human emotion through her haunting vocals bringing a unique blend of elegance and enigma to the band’s sound.
    Vince Gagliardi, also known for his projects Vū and The Nent, is a multi-instrumentalist and drummer who adds layers of rich melodies and dark, driving rhythms. His background in
    electronic music, combined with his penchant for complex arrangements, creates a sonic depth that is both immersive and expansive.
    LoboLoto’s music explores themes of existential longing, cosmic transcendence, and the eternal dance between light and darkness. Their last album, “Metamorphosis” released in
    January 2024, isa critical and commercial success, praised for its innovative fusion of genres and its deeply emotive resonance. Tracks like “Come Back To Life” and “Heaven” became anthems for those seeking solace in the night.
    Known for their visually stunning live performances, LoboLoto combines immersive light shows (when possible) with captivating stage presence, creating an otherworldly experience
    that transports audiences to a realm where time and space blur, and only the music remains. LoboLoto invites listeners to join them on a journey through the shadows, towards the light of self-discovery and cosmic connection.

  • FULL MOON + ADDICTION.01

    23/05/2024

    CW: (mental health gathering )

    at Engels Café, Berlin

    Afternoon from 5 PM: support group & discussions, free entrance
    Evening from 8PM: bogolepov (songs & talks), donation based

    If you wish to participate or have questions – moon@sicut-dico.com

    Scroll down for more details.

    Why ‘Full Moon’? Here’s what Gene has to say:
    23/05. full moon + addiction. 1

    How to control addictions, or why groups help?

    Facing addiction problems alone is hard and scary. Groups can give strength.

    SCHEDULE

    If you want to share your story and talk about your personal addiction issues, come over from 5 PM

    Creative support talk from 6:30 PM

    music healing session by Gene starts at 8 PM

    BASIC RULES
    • talk only if you want to, no pressure
    • no substances consumption during the meeting: water only, no smoking 
    • event is free, donations will help a lot (online donations via mycelium) 
    MAIN MESSAGES

    the world is broken, not us – how to fix it? we talk. that is a start already!

    we are all different and thus we seek help & recover differently. 

    how to respect that? – i will ask the group each time what would they personally see as triggers.

    what should we avoid doing or saying? so each live gathering might have additional rules according to sensitivities of the participants. please respect them. 

    how to respect our differences and triggers and still talk about addictions openly? please share your ideas or concerns with us via moon@sicut-dico.com

    chicken and egg, IN A NUTSHELL 😉

    chicken & egg dilemma or vicious circle, name it as you like, but here it is:

    the more pressure we feel – the more we crave escape – then we develop addictions and need to escape from them too. sometimes we just trade or substitute addictions. but do we really escape?

    we try to ban drugs without understanding that our bodies are the most sophisticated drugs dispensers ever existed, we can’t ban nature. we need to understand and take control. everyone needs to find what makes them happy. sounds easy, yet reality is hard.

    for many of us even basic formula of healthy living is hardly accessible. sensible nutrition and active lifestyle, essential for good mental health and for support of our self-love and self-confidence, become somewhat of a luxury. even the knowledge itself of some specifics of your body is a privilege, as it is only available to those who have access to medical services.

    how to change it? how to survive it?

    together it’s easier. and even though we might not have much money, but what we have is our community. for many rich people it’s an unknown luxury.

    if you feel like it is somehow fucked up, you are right, it is. humanity is going into a dangerous direction.

    but you still can enjoy life.

    YES, YOU CAN!

    IT IS HARD. BUT YOU ARE NOT ALONE

  • Full Moon Addiction 00

    CW: support group / event concept. not a party

    Here is the event concept that I want to dedicate the whole next year to. And it’s not about entertainment. It’s about survival. It is basically a very sophisticated version of an AA support group without god or guilt.

    Why addiction?

    Because I am an addict. And most of us are.

    But I am the lucky one. I learned how to survive and now want to support the ones who are a bit less lucky.

    For whom?

    For everyone who doesn’t fit

    Artists, atheists, sex workers, everyone who has any kind of addiction issues and especially those who don’t find traditional support groups helpful for them.

    The main goal is to put an end to the hopeless cycle of making money with money for money’s sake, but this is a long-term endeavor.

    So we can start by supporting the most vulnerable ones: artists and addicts. Sometimes these groups intersect for whatever reason. 

    When and where?

    Every full moon. Online. And offline from May.

    Updated in May 2024, after receiving initial feedback. It seems that Berlin needs this type of event more than others.

    24/04/2024Full Moon Addiction I: Berlin
    23/05/2024Full Moon Addiction II Berlin
    22/06/2024Full Moon Addiction III ?
    21/07/2024Full Moon Addiction IV ?
    19/08/2024Full Moon Addiction V Berlin

    If you have a location where you want to host us, reach out via moon@sicut-dico.com

    Why?

    In this world, everything has a price. But not everything can be bought with money. No, the world is not black and white. We’re all different. We’re more than two genders, more than good and bad, we’re becoming more complex by the minute.

    We live in a world where equality is synonymous with helplessness. We are prisoners of a rudimentary knowledge of the world. We make children and adults addicted to their own dopamine on a massive scale, and it’s totally legal and called social media. Yet if they manage to smoke a herb that human beings have been using for thousands of years, we prosecute them and deny them a future.

    And I’m not even talking about the responsibilities of the pharmaceutical and food industries on the scale of addictions and other health issues. I don’t want to make things look too dark too quickly. I hope we can learn together how to put an end to this mess. But there is a lot of work.

    My artistic goal here is to build a community of people who agree that the most important things in life are not things. At least, not material things.

    My personal goal is to control my addiction to tobacco and replace it with the euphoria of helping people be themselves. 

    What?

    Donation based tickets will be available 3 weeks before (pay what you can). One week before prices for tickets go up for the first time. Then we are rising prices on the day of the event again. It’s still capitalism, sorry. At least this way certain amount of tickets will be available for lower prices.

    Support group will be available for everyone registered. For free online. Donation based offline.

    We will offer separate tickets or a bundle. Yearly pass option should be available too. Online and offline. Hopefully this way some parts of the event will finance the other.

    How?

    To be notified when tickets are available for the next event, send us an email at moon@sicut-dico.com. And don’t hesitate to share your story with us.

    It is a full day event starting at 12 midday and ending in 10-12 hrs, consisting of 5 blocks:

    AUCTION / AWARD / SUPPORT / REALITY CHECK / HEALING 

    The auction consists of exhibiting and selling a series of works of art. The event will start with the intro of the artworks. The auction itself will take place at the very end of the event.

    Award is actually about humor. I’d like to invite stand up comedians to take part in the event and make it less dramatic. (In April, the prize goes to Germany for legalizing pot and to the police in general. They win a chance to laugh and accept reality together. Also a bit of gratitude. But not all of them. I will explain this personally.) I also invite journalists and politicians to join public debates on the topics. But for the first event I just imagined a 40-50 minutes comedy show with my moderation. My guess here is that we might not be ready to talk about certain things seriously until we get to laugh about them. It’s a theory to test.

    Support consists of inviting all sorts of addicts that don’t fit in other groups, as well as the people who live or work with them, to an honest conversation. Without judgment, but with a consensual exchange of views, feelings and positions. I’ll share part of my story, invite people to share theirs or ask me questions. I went to a number of support groups over the last few years. Some specialized on alcohol, some treating all addictions as sicknesses. Most of them made me feel guilty. Or broken. Yes I could see people there who seemed to be even more broken. Here is my short story.

    I stopped drinking in 2018. Since 2022 I almost live without suicidal thoughts and panic attacks. I regularly support other people with similar issues. I eat and exercise. My health is finally okay and getting better. I work on multiple projects. But I smoke weed. Now I am planning to give up tobacco btw. It bothers me. But I don’t want to give up weed. I don’t smoke every day. Weed is the only drug that doesn’t make me feel like having more and more of it. I can moderate it. It is still an addiction. No plan to argue with that.

    Should I feel broken though? I don’t think so. Moderation is the key. This is what I learned so far about addictions – it is so much easier to control them if we face them, call them by their names, don’t judge or punish, but understand why they form. At this point I simply want to share what helps me. And perhaps offer other people to tell their stories.

    Reality checks will happen for each their own. I intend to talk about issues surrounding substances and addictions. 

    If it comes to my personal routine. I won’t be smoking anything the week leading up to the event. So I can have some sober experience to live through every time and be able to support others. 

    I do not want to promote smoking weed. But I also don’t want to hide if I do so. I think we should simply look for new ways of dealing with addictions. That I can’t imagine happening without dialogue. 

    I would also like to talk about the absurdity of testing strategies used now. Example. If I smoke a lot of THC weed at some point and then stop, get tested a few weeks after, the tests that are used right now most likely will not help me to prove that I didn’t smoke those weeks before. And the general issue of the misperception of good and bad drugs in our society. Or tolerance issues. The hypocrisy we foster out of ignorance will cost us dearly. 

    This part is for the good of future generations of sensitive people like me. We should learn how to not create addicts. Instead of stigmatizing some. Or rewarding others. In the long term I would also like to invite doctors to a discussion and those who can respect my sensitivity could actually examine me, and I’ll be happy to share my knowledge and experience with them.

    photo by sashaperova.com

    The healing session will be led by Gene Bogolepov. She has prepared an intense and sensual 30-minute audiovisual experience. I guess here I wonder if I can have issues with calling a musical performance a healing session. I honestly believe that art can heal. But we are not promising miracles either. The world is broken, not us. 

    Closing of the auction will also be streamed online. 

    How much?

    free or donation based for support seekers, tickets to the show via mail list, mycelium members – free

    All proceeds from the event above expenses will be donated to Ukraine. 

    The full report will be published on canbed.one

  • Dates and locations MARCH 2024

    Open for modeling for creative and non-profit projects.

    Planing to make a lot of video content this month, so looking for co-creators of any kind.

    Can take one paid session per city while traveling through and two sessions in Prague. Deposit from 250 EUR.

    Hit me up via sicut@sicut-dico.com

    03-04.03 Madrid, ESP

    05-07.03 Alicante / Valencia, ESP

    07.03 Bilbao, ESP

    08.03 Bordeaux, FR

    09-10.03 Paris, FR

    11.03 Sittard, NL

    12.03 Berlin, DE

    18.03 – 31.03 Prague, CZ

  • Live-stream announcement and recording

    UPDATE 20.12.2023 19:38 PM

    Done. Didn’t manage to cover all the questions. Will try to continue tomorrow around the same time. Thanks a lot to everyone who joined. Here is the recording.

    UPDATE 20.12.2023 17:58 PM

    Darlings, my streaming equipment just refused to work for some time, but we are all set finally and starting in a few min! sorry for a delay

    And the main topic is MONEY!

    yay?

    Yes, you can ask me how much I was paid for a piss and how I dared to ask for a 10k deposit. All of it.

    This offer isn’t just a way for me to make some cash. It’s mainly to show others what’s possible.

    Yes, this is both an act of self-presentation and an act of support for other sex workers and other artists trying to sell their work.

    I don’t know exactly what the stream will look like. I can only guarantee one thing: no one has ever done this before.

    So get down here around 4pm CEST tomorrow (20.12.2023) and let’s see where it goes.

  • GENDER ID HKBR Day 0 Bodies

    Listen to the full album here

    Bodies

    “Bodies” is Gene’s favorite track from this album, so we started with it.

    I hope we can recall here that our human body is in fact the most sophisticated of all drug dispensers, simply because it can produce unique cocktails specially designed for us.

    I hope we’ll be grateful to our bodies more often.

    Home Kids And Bathroom Romance (Gender ID/2007) by bogolepov

  • when a hammer is just a hammer

    CW: Police, suicide, activism, drugs

    Update. It’s 13:06 (25.07) I got back home and washed my feet, and now my plan is to briefly write down the things I want to share here and then I need to take some rest.

    I’m impressed. I knew it was the right thing to do, but I had no idea how kind this city is. Thank you, Prague! To everyone who stopped, who looked me in the eyes, who took pictures, who asked questions, to those who smiled, and especially to the grumpy ones.

    I love you.

    I know, my message was long and confusing. I’ll try to change it next time. Right now I have a lot of tension in my body because I was holding a hammer with my story hanging on it for almost 3 hours. But I never felt that free. And now I know a little bit more about how to phrase myself better. I know it’s hard to understand my motives. It’s okay.

    I didn’t go anywhere else. I thought I’d sit down, have a break and continue for another hour or two. But my body was not ready to do more. I can’t say it was my easiest performance. But it wasn’t hard either. I don’t know how else to tell you this. I felt like I was doing exactly what I had to do.

    …

    The text below is written by me today so I could print it and personally display it tomorrow in Prague’s city center. I plan to start here at 9 am and be there for 3-4 hours at least. I’ll keep my location updated. If anyone wants to come and talk to me or take a picture together. You are very welcome. Also, feel free to help me by sharing this post wherever you feel like. Thank you.

    Dear people of Prague, I’m standing humbled and grateful for the right to share my story with you. Don’t get me wrong: I’m not here to protest, and certainly not to judge anyone. I’m just a girl who sells herself on the internet and is happy to do so. Not really the judgment material, right? Good. That’s my goal.

    I’m here to say: thank you, Czechia.

    Also, I believe in you! Especially today!

    I believe that those whose duty is to judge today would do well to be very careful and remain human.

    I know we can. If anyone still can – I believe it’s you, the people of Prague.

    I am grateful for the free air I breathe here and I want to return the favor with the most precious thing I have: honesty.

    The ability to be naked. Not just physically. But also spiritually.

    This is a dark story about drugs and suicide. If you are feeling triggered, don’t read on and ask for help.

    I want to share what I’ve learned and what I think about drugs as someone whose classmates used to celebrate the end of the year with heroin.

    I was born in 1986 on a piece of the old Silk Road, russian territory, technically, but five times closer to Mongolia than to Moscow. 

    As far as I could find out: I’m half Dutch and half Ukranian if the linguistic and geographical characteristics of my origin are anything to go by. English is not my native, but the preferred language I speak at home.

    I’m a hyper-sensitive queer female, a former project manager, marketing strategist, and web developer who gave up on corporations and is only willing to serve art and love. 

    My cousin died from drugs at the age of 25. I started smoking weed at around the same time, when I was 13, at the same time as I tried alcohol and tobacco. But I mostly developed addictions to alcohol and tobacco. I only smoke weed now, for the last 1,5-2 years.

    I’ve tried to live sober. I can, technically. I did a lot of therapy and still do. I help other people to stop drinking now and find a lot of support in it. Living in Berlin I found a lot more souls like myself and I’m glad I’m not alone anymore.

    I just have one problem – from time to time I just can’t see the state of the world and feel like burning myself in the main square just to hit the lucky bingo. Put me out of my misery. And give you a reason to think that maybe everything isn’t going so well inside people like me.

    When I smoke certain strains of weed, I can forgive myself for not being perfect. For feeling what you call “too much”. I can self-reflect and understand myself better. That’s why I moved to the Czech Republic. I feel a bit safer here than anywhere else to be that kind of addict.

    I gave up smoking cigarettes only at 26 or 27. Alcohol addiction stayed with me until 32. I smoke weed for a few years now. I’ve never done anything I regret after being stoned. I can’t say this about alcohol.

    Legal drugs are the worst. Because they are everywhere. Because people keep offering you a drink even if you try to ask them not to.

    I’m sure I could easily live a sober life in a sober world. 

    But do we have one?

    We have to understand that the issue is not THE DRUGS AT ALL.

    The issue is the escape that more and more people are craving. 

    Desperately.

    To just break out from this cruel and harsh reality, we are all trapped in. Just for a brief moment.

    This May I went to Norway for vacation. I tried to bring weed with me. I was not hiding it. I just could not imagine this could cause any issues for me. I was stupid. So I was processed by the police there for 4 days and that caused me a mental health crisis. At least 12 people were involved. 

    12 people. for 4 days. were dealing with one suicidal girl and her few grams of a plant that is growing on our planet probably longer than we exist. 

    Is there logic?

    Why do we not ban tools like hammers and knives, but do this with other tools like drugs? How do we select good and bad drugs?

    Why do some people in the police believe that it’s a good idea to shake those kids selling the wrong drugs on telegram instead of looking at the other end of the mess?

    Is it just me seeing this as a very safe way for police to do their jobs technically but also only treat the symptoms and punish people who are the most vulnerable in the whole chain?

    Could it maybe be different if we try to protect the weakest? Not to punish them further for being vulnerable in the first place?

    Again. I’m just a girl who sells her body on the internet and advocates for art. I’m no one to judge. I just have questions. Or let’s call them thoughts to share.

    I don’t have the answers either. 

    I’m not talking only to the Czech Police here. I’m addressing everyone in the system all over the world who has a human heart.

    I’m only here to say that I think we can find our answers faster if we try to hear each other before we judge.

    Thank you for trying to hear me out. 

    Thank you for being a place I want to live FOR and AT. 

    If you’re still reading this and want to ask me a question, please do. In-person if you still can. Or by e-mail.

  • SW support group June

    NSFW

    Let’s keep it here for the record. No matter what I start doing in this life – I have those moments of self-doubt. If I should really do what I have imagined?

    I was rather unhappy with how I handled this group in May, I could have done so much better I thought. I even thought about shutting down this project once or twice.

    ALWAYS. Every fucking time.

    The only reason things are happening in my life – I don’t let the doubts win. I always have to try and see what happens next. And almost always it is worth the effort.

    So let’s try to keep going. This month I think I’m more or less happy with the messages that I’ve prepared for you. The recording is below with time codes by block.

    Here is the email for your questions or requests to join in whatever format – sw@sicut-dico.com

    Also

    In the video, I’m mentioning that I consider sex work to be performance art. I highly recommend looking into Marina Abramovich’s view of performance art essentials for everyone who would want to join my perspective. Start with this lecture for instance.

    00:00 – part 1/6 – organizational block; communication request: what is support for you? invitation to try different formats

    10:25 – part 2/6 – undressing and bla-bla – nothing meaningful, just the moment where I’m getting naked

    12:50 – part 4/6 – preaching: sex work is a kind of performance art (why we need more happy sw’s to save the world)

    30:00 – part 4/6 – explaining my web strategy pillars: safety, sensitivity, clear borders, warnings, and small steps. Everything in this world has a price.

    46:34 – part 5/6 – comments on my own website

    54:10 – task talk with white and unsorted stuff, a bit of preaching, also the moment where I explain why we will get banned on IG.

    If you like what I’m doing, please, help to spread the word about my project or consider supporting my blog.

  • SWSG LIVE MAY

    UPD – support group at 11 AM CEST is happening as planned, more info will appear here.

    My chaturbate room stays embedded at the end of the post. Next time I plan to be online on Monday the 29th of May. To join the Q&A session say hi to me via sw@sicut-dico.com

    19.05.2023 15:13 The first round of broadcasting is done, uploading the recorded video now, and will drop it here soon.

    Did eventually 2 rounds of broadcasting, received one token at the end, and one comment on Mastodon with a “thank you”.

    18.43 Now I feel like I didn’t say even half of what I wanted to say. But let’s count this as one more reason to continue.

    20.05.2023 11:59 Here is the recording from yesterday. My imposter syndrome was especially strong this morning telling me to not post the video because I’m too honest, too vulnerable, too stoned, and/or just not good enough. But I decided that I don’t have the right to judge.

    uncut and unedited so far – will reprocess it and add subtitles later if anyone else finds it helpful

    13:56 Asked Gene to look at the material, in the meanwhile sent a link for prepayment to a client and talked to another who picks up freshly done candles today. This is a moment to remind myself about my own rule. Actions are always better than words. I’m fully booked in May. June and July are half gone. I have more plans and clients to deal with than I can possibly take as a single human being. I sell candles faster than make them and I didn’t even start advertising the store yet.

    No, this is not an accident.

    Yes, I totally believe that other people can get there too and this world needs more happy sex workers and free creators of any kind of safe and fun experiences.

  • SW support group

    Wanna know how I ended up preaching to artists, pimpin’ out queers, and doing sex work for mental health reasons? I’ll tell ya. But let’s start with the main point then.

    Yes!

    You Can

    Do Whatever Makes

    YOU

    Happy!

    Too!

    I believe in you! Why? Because I tried and it worked for me. Not all from a first try of course. However.

    My website didn’t exist a year ago. I didn’t always feel strong enough to embrace my inner artist, nor to shout loudly into the void about myself, and yet here I am. 

    I have the urge to share some unpleasant truths. No, it’s not all glittery unicorn poop.

    One of them: it’s complicated. And messy at the beginning. 

    I used to educate myself on marketing and business strategy because I wanted to live an independent life, travel, and buy nice things, but the longer I lived, the more I got to realize that the most important things in this life are not things.

    But feelings. Emotions. Experiences. And memories about them. 

    Money is just a resource. But for some people money is everything. It is sacred, tabooed, and feared. Almost like sex. And together they make a very funny cocktail, not many people yet get to appreciate. 

    What does it all mean?

    Sex work should be destigmatized. And to make this happen we should not be afraid to share how it’s done. 

    19.05. 13 PM CEST (live on Chaturbate (35-40 min) where I’ll tell my story in steps (intro into my whole life, my professional experience, life after addiction, empowerment effect of SW, values and strategy, why I so much believe in myself and stuff) – streaming will be also available here on my website. The recorded version will be available the next day. 

    29.05. 11 AM CEST live Q&A session (30-35 min) – request the link via email at sw@sicut-dico.com