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Suicidal crisis in Norway
TW: suicidal thoughts and hypocrisy I don’t know if we should call the mess we all live in a civilization. It’s terribly misleading. I write this partly to digest the events myself, but mostly to expose the reality. To whom it may concern. I don’t have a big audience here yet. Also, it doesn’t matter.…
Can Be Done
I thought I couldn’t go any further in terms of weird marketing after the candle store, but here we are. Life never gives up on educating us Last morning I drove White Orchestra to Prague from the cottage where we’d been hiding out for the past few days, including my birthday. After watching Sasha work…
Naked for Ukraine 13.03.2023
TW: nudity, war, capitalism Welcome to my punished Monday! I decided to show you my day today. As close as possible. You can watch me working on my website and waxplay project. Naked. All the tips collected today will go to helping Ukraine or in my case specific Ukrainians. But money is not the main…
€205.19
My dear Patrons! (I’m not just talking about the current ones, but all those who have supported me financially throughout this year and who, for one reason or another, have stopped.) In the previous post about my disappointment with Patreon as a platform, I don’t intend to devalue the enormous support you’ve given me through…
Patreon issue
Does the value system in which we currently live always bring the wrong people to power? Or does power itself corrupts those who have the most to do with it? I don’t have an answer for you on that. But I can at least take steps to ensure that the wrong people have less power…
Chaturbate theory
Update 3 (06.02.23): yay, first tips received, so we plan to come back tomorrow, on Tuesday 7.02.23, 8 am Berlin time. Thanks for all the comments and shares. Update 2 (05.02.23): The next live cam show is scheduled for Monday, 9 am Berlin time. Update 1: done for tonight, thanks to everyone who joined, here…
The first half of the reflection posts is published for patrons and the other half of last year (which I would love to publish) is still a huge pile of content to process. Technically and emotionally – both. Some events require more time to understand how I feel about them. Even though this post was…
My candle project intro is coming…
…but not as fast as I would want it to. Yesterday was a day of technical misery and frustration; I was too ambitious about my plans and didn’t think everything through. So the issue was, that from two cameras only one was recording 😞. We will try again next week to make a proper tutorial…
Thank You! (reflection update and Psycho Dark gallery)
June’s reflection brought me to not only publish that nude yoga video (June’s reflection part 1) for public observance but also to write this appreciation post, where I want to say a massive THANK YOU to the people who supported me with my exploration journey in 2022. First of all Thank you, Patrons! Without you…
Happy fucking holidays
TRIGGER WARNING: holiday hate, death and capitalism mentions