(CW: Nudity, Sex, Art & Activism: Fueling Creation, Supporting Community)
Of course, the curse didn’t happen without orgies
How could it? Sexual energy is what keeps me going even when everything else stops making sense. A good orgy is the most difficult ingredient in a well-crafted curse—not because of the magic itself, but because it requires others to step into that space of raw, unfiltered expression with me.
The good news? I have proof—an intimate, beautifully chaotic porn clip from the night before the first act of creation, featuring my Red Lady, who brought me a flower and activated my root chakra with a ritual of pure energy. The bad news? No one else was brave enough to be on camera with me. But I had my fun. And the more I immerse myself in art, sex, and activism, the clearer it becomes: self-knowledge in any area of life is deeply connected to sex. Or rather, being sexually satisfied.
This realization aligns with an essential tantric principle: true growth begins when we free ourselves from the endless chase for money, food, and sex. Not by denying them, but by mastering them—by consuming exactly what we need and no more. Hunger should never own us, yet satisfaction is key to reaching the next level of consciousness. And yes, this applies equally to sex and money.
Speaking of money—let’s talk about sustaining this movement. Creating raw, meaningful art, embracing sexual liberation, and documenting it all takes time, energy, and resources. My Kyiv-based assistant has been capturing stunning analog photographs, moments of unfiltered beauty, woven into the story of this journey. These images, these experiences, this art—it all exists because of the support of those who believe in it.
So, here’s your chance to be part of it. My exclusive content lives on my fansites, where you can experience the depths of this work firsthand. Your support doesn’t just fuel my creative exploration; it helps sustain my assistant, an artist in their own right, working amidst the chaos of a world that often doesn’t understand the power of true expression.
If you believe in art that challenges, in sex that empowers, and in activism that shakes the foundation of the ordinary, consider subscribing to my fan sites or making a donation. Every contribution ensures that this journey continues, that the stories remain raw and real, and that we keep pushing the boundaries of creation.
Update: 01.01.2025 Next live stream date: 06.01.2025.
The timetable with links will be emailed on 05.01.2025. Get your popcorn ready — I’ll also be revealing the full story behind cursing the Russian embassy.
UPDATE 28.12.2024. Kittens, I am a little overwhelmed with the amount of work, totally not happy with how the sound didn’t work last time, will take a good nap and come back to you with another update here and via email, if you request one.
Hello Darlings,
Here’s my current live stream plan. More platforms and times might be added, so stay tuned! If you’d like email updates, just send “please go live” to newsletter@sicut-dico.com. Feel free to include any questions, requests, or confessions—I read them all myself
(CW: final confession, artistic vision, esoteric message, strong personal opinion, nudity)
I am the blood from the soils where Mongolia, Kazakhstan, China, and Russia stand now, carrying the legacy of the Altaic princess, a daughter of Kali, daughter of the earth itself. Reincarnation of Mary Magdalene, I have returned to reclaim my mind and spirit. It is time for the East to awaken, to rekindle wisdom and seek enlightenment. It is time for the western civilizations to accept mistakes and boldly act towards finally learning from history.
I am here to remind us all that humanity’s true goal must be collective happiness; to reach this, we must end our conflicts and learn from one another. No one can understand ultimate power without experiencing complete helplessness. No one should be allowed to possess those powers without facing the consequences of abuse.
Every living soul will benefit if we dismantle the dominance of empires and vast nations.
Humanity has already learned what democracy is, but we’ve forgotten that democracy is a continuous action, not something to be abandoned to those who cannot understand its depth.
Science and spirituality must reconnect, guiding us in reinventing religions and refining the values we hold sacred, all while leaving violence behind. We must teach humanity to process anger and ego on every level. We must learn to understand death and cherish the journey of aging and growing wiser. At the same time, we must prevent those who cling to old ways from hindering our progress.
The world has pressing issues around nationality, superstition, and gender. We can overcome these, but we must first learn to manage anger and, most importantly, to learn love—starting with self-love. This journey of self-acceptance is deeply connected to education, especially around sexuality and boundaries from early childhood.
We need to rebalance power to reshape the world, letting new voices bring fresh vision. We should stop seeking God outside of ourselves; the Healers and Creators of magic are among us already, and it’s time to support them. We must replace fear and hate for what we don’t understand with study, patience, and sensitivity.
We must gather as much knowledge as we can, share it with care and respect, dig beneath the sacred places with an open heart and cold head, and uncover the secrets our ancestors buried out of fear and lust for power. Once humanity is sexually satisfied, emotionally balanced and spiritually aware, we’ll be one step closer to true happiness and harmony.
There’s no ultimate truth for all. We are all different. Always were. Always will be. This is our biggest strength. This is life itself.
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(CW: addictions, politics, nudity, profanity, capitalism and war mentions. Watch your screen time, highly addictive content)
The first episode contains 4 vertical videos, 2 text posts, 3 music tracks, and photo galleries with 30+ photos. Full showcase watching time is around 6 minutes. Scroll down for separate pieces and hidden messages.
Reflection (text) posts with music and photo galleries:
to “FOLLOW” this project send any email to wtf@sicut-dico.com (empty email is ok, feedback is welcome too)
Any unauthorized use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form, now or in the future, is NOT permitted without my express written consent. Any act to promote or profit in any way (e.g., monetarily or socially) from the use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form in my profile is a violation of my privacy and may be subject to legal action
(CW: addictions, politics, nudity, profanity, capitalism and war mentions. Watch your screen time, highly addictive content)
The first episode contains 4 videos, 2 text posts, 3 music tracks, and galleries with 50+ photos. Full showcase watching time is around 7 minutes.
Part 1. Hello
Welcome to the first episode. What’s it all about? You’ll get a look at my life over the past four years—how a dominatrix is made and where that path leads us all.
The video (which I hope you just watched) was filmed almost accidentally while I was exploring a BDSM playground built for long sessions and intense scenarios. The song you hear in the background is Skin, created by BOGOLEPOV, my dear friend and music diva, that I introduce in the next part of the episode.
You can listen to the full track while reading the post “Born Weird” Your choice—read it now and come back, or scroll through the videos and my 2025 intro first.
Part 2. Gene
I am sure you skipped the disclaimer at the beginning, so here is the important part from it about both me and Gene: we created this series to show what it feels like to earn money with your art—and also to actually earn money. Hopefully. Let’s see?
Gene: “While looking for a photo of Sicut’s tits, I came across many photos in my camera roll before 2022 and SHE WEARS CLOTHES THERE!! After mid-2022 – not a single one where’s she’s dressed (well, except for fetish attire perhaps, hehe)”
By the end of this season, you should have some basic idea of who the fuck I am—and why you should give me money.
Part 4. Rules
Pay attention to the content warnings and explore the content at your own pace. To follow this project send an email request* to wtf@sicut-dico.com
All creators mentioned in the process will be contacted by us or are already aware of what is happening. Please don’t take offense on behalf of another artist. If THEY ask me to remove the mention, I will.
Posts from 2022—the year that changed everything for me
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Any unauthorized use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form, now or in the future, is NOT permitted without my express written consent. Any act to promote or profit in any way (e.g., monetarily or socially) from the use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form in my profile is a violation of my privacy and may be subject to legal action
Below is a list of public accounts on which I appear (in one way or another) promoting my NSFW content, listed in alphabetical order. Bear in mind that any unique content is first published on my website (or fan sites) and then, with some delay and censorship, makes its way to my social media. I just cant care less for that vanity fair.
I do not run all social accounts myself. Only the one on Mastodon is fully posted by me. But my media elfs check them all daily and moderate with no resurrection options, so please behave.
Read my social media statements if you want to know more about how I manage not to care about followers and likes.
Cooperation with influencers, agencies and brands is only possible via sicut@sicut-dico.com. (I’m open to sharing my technical knowledge, resources and expertise in exchange for media outreach, don’t hesitate to get in touch).
Sicut introduces her team of co-creators and shares basic info about her background. In her own words:
“Apart from being a hyper-sensitive human creature in a gorgeous female body, I’m also an exhibitionist, a mindful sadist, brave explorer and a certified border tickler”
You’re invited to witness metamorphosis: from marketing strategist to dominatrix.
The main rule currently: no meet-ups or location updates.
Sicut explains, why you should give her money. Spoiler: to see her naked and support a whole collective of independent artists.
How naked exactly, you ask? There are categories to choose from:
Lewds and selfies, meta MILF, Kinky, Artsy, Solo-play (check out here)
and finally: links to all hot content and how it works
…but really, pls give yourself some time and read it in full, honesty and nudes are better than doom-scrolling, isn’t it?
I am both excited to publish this and terrified by the amount of work ahead, only because I occasionally get exhausted by my own micromanagement imperfection.
The truth behind all this work is:
It takes a tremendous amount of energy and confidence to make it as an artist.
Yet, I am lucky to not be alone in this. For starters, let’s clarify this:
“WHO AM I AND WHY SHOULD YOU GIVE ME MONEY?”
(scroll down to see more explicit content)
Technically it’s not just me. Let us be fair. I can’t pull it off alone.
So who are “we” and what is going on? (In marketing language we call it a warm-up)
Each of us contains a universe that shareholders would love to put into a cell to milk. We are simply trying to stay in control, and now it is getting more and more up to you, dear reader, whether we win or lose.
This all started for me around two years ago, with a simple discovery that posting my own nudes, and the idea that other people might use them for sexual gratification, was kind of comforting for me. And exciting. And so on.
Through this time NUDES, as a category, was always the most popular. Many contacts were asking me if I had an OnlyFans (OF), and if not, why. So here we are.
Sometimes I think it’s a curse. But it also made me proceed with finally registering at almost every fan-site. So now I don’t just have an OF page. I have the whole fucking list of them (scroll down for more photos, here are the links), that is being loaded with content while you are reading this.
I DON’t meet i.r.l.
That’s currently the main rule. No more meet-ups or location updates. Sorry, not sorry.
I respect the rules of the platforms I engage with. Also, I always respond to messages from all accounts myself. So that leaves little time for personal meetings.
I also cannot be present online all the time. One week a month I take completely off. Me and my team will do our best, so that the posting keeps going, but no texting options are possible during the week before the full moon of every month.
So who am I?
Apart from being a hyper-sensitive human creature in a gorgeous female body, I’m also an exhibitionist, a mindful sadist, brave explorer and a certified border tickler.
Here is the link to WTF IS SD trailer – first cross-platform series telling and showing how dominatrix are being made. On my immodest example. This part is going to unravel the part of my personality that is known as Mistress. I hope you don’t mind if we start with how I became one. Although this “Mistress” persona is strong and authentic, it’s not all of me. So it’s also in some ways just one more label that I carry with a smile. Among many.
Too many. So it’s getting hard to care for all of them.
Control is not my main goal or obsession. I am a lot more.
I am real. Honest. And sensitive. I can be too much. That’s ok. Just watch for content warnings. And then feel free to decide who I am on your own. I believe you deserve this right.
And Why should you give me money?
To watch my high quality content with unique music and practices that I used for my own sexual healing and exploration.
The more I earn with my nudes the more ideas I can put into reality with my extended family of Berlin weirdos and other independent creators. I don’t want to throw catchy phrases here like “porn can be a form if art”.
Of course it is a form of art. But to prove the point I would prefer to show you, not tell you. And for that I need guess what. Cash.
Looks like I am addicted to training and gaining new knowledge anyway. And I am not afraid to share, I believe the world will be a better place with more skilled professionals like me. But I also have to be my own university, and yes here we are again, I need money to hire the best professors and conduct the independent studies. OC I am the main test subject but it wont be just about me. I don’t exist alone.
Trying things on myself was more of a selling point for my real life sessions, but since I stop offering them anymore, I intend to unfold some secrets to a wider audience.
So did I answer the question or you need more reasons? Because on top whats already mentioned I would say I will transform the entertainment industry into a form of art incubator providing a completely new level of fun that heals and educates us at the same time. Slowly.
My art will always be the “you either love it or hate it” kind of thing.
Here is the gallery to give you some taste. Don’t watch this on public transport or elsewhere with children around!
Content categories ready to be uploaded:
Here is my favorite part. Let me give you one more content warning, or here it is probably turning into a selling point, however: you are going to get to know me EVEN closer from here. First I introduce each content category, and then we get to the ways of consuming it.
For now my content base contains 700+ photos, 50+ videos, and I personally divide it into 5 major categories:
Lewds and selfies
Directly from my phone, both old and fresh. Almost daily I take a picture or two.
Kinky
Content by fetish categories: feet, pee, dungeon, chains. Limits up until platform terms and conditions.
meta MILF
Hot mainstream-like content from my Stepson. If you want quick deals for my customs, he is your guy, because he is around me a lot. We are having content making sessions at least twice a month.
Morning yogaWindy PortugalFeet controlSwimming shrimpCzech republic ski resortFeet power
Artsy
Nudes and outdoor erotica from Gene or Sil: analog content, music infusions, funny and goofy stuff, queer, weird and extra wet videos.
Solo play
Masturbating vids from various creators. In bed, in a bath, on a couch, Real life stuff because I love showing my real, authentic, sensitive, sometimes multiple but surely intense orgasms. Also why not? Especially since I was told it is something that Mistresses don’t do. Well. Watch me.
tiers
BASIC get to know me subscription – all my so called paid content that’s allowed on the platform and monthly new videos and photo sets.
(Dungeon) SNEAK tier (gives you one custom request per month, backstage content and one weekly message response from me)
SEXXXT with me tier (one 30 min texting session per month and special price for additional texting)
SUPPORT me tier (this tier does not buy you more time with me online, it is only for devoted fans who want to support my work and lifestyle and ready to not expect anything in return, just watch me thrive)
Subscriptions are available on on OF, Fansly, etc. – links here
the best way to be updated on the project development is to send me a blank email to nudes@sicut-dico.com
Content in progress & co-creation
Partnered videos. Cooking show. Heavy metal how to.
vote for your favorite photos with likes and at the end of the year I’ll make a calendar with them. The fans who leave the most likes will get digital versions of those calendars.
805 pictures, 57 videos (currently the most filled with my ethical nudes and porn clips platform). Trial link available in bio. Paw and Gene customs, videos, and galleries updated daily. Live streams and on-demand chatting.
Gene and Paw are also featured here. Monthly live streams, with videos and galleries being updated soon. Chatting and custom content available on demand. Ethical nudes for nerds
This night was an immersive play in 4 acts and also a social experiment. The first two acts were unfortunately not documented due to organizational issues. But they remain in my memory and I’m sure also in the memories of those who were there that night.
I had a lot of people approaching me and telling me nice things, like that what I do is real art. It felt good at first. But then I saw how the money jar started filling up with coins, notes and.. business cards.
This part made me sad somehow. So I’d like to leave questions here. Why do some people think that their opinion is worth more than a few euros? Or is there something wrong with me?
I’m only here to bring up the questions no else can. That’s my power. The rest is yours.
That night I went to the club neither to not judge nxor ruin the party mood. I think I wanted answers for myself. I got them and feel grateful.
(Dear Manuel, thank you for your patience and will to make it work).
I learned so much that night
My brave sub was that night both a candle holder and a message carrier. I used their body to hold my laptop and display text slides. They also talked to the guests, played, and explained the slides to them, though at certain moments, this wasn’t an easy task at all.
Here you can see the slides that they displayed.
They also wrote this poem after. I think it can partially replace the missing pictures.
Massive thanks to Let’Z Fetish Academy at Kitkatclub Berlin and Ari Denaro personally for letting me take care of the clinic, special thanks to Simon for rescuing the photographer for me, and to Elina and Lilith for being amazing, supportive, but also mean and hot AF!
My laptop de-branding sticker was designed by Maladie_tattoo.
MONEY SECTION
All the money collected that night went to support Ukrainians. If you read until this point I wonder if you are curious about how much money we actually got.
I will tell you, I promise. But first I’m asking you to guess the number that you thin it is. Once you submit your guess, you’ll get the answer. What do you think of it?
