Update: 01.01.2025 Next live stream date: 06.01.2025.
The timetable with links will be emailed on 05.01.2025. Get your popcorn ready — I’ll also be revealing the full story behind cursing the Russian embassy.
UPDATE 28.12.2024. Kittens, I am a little overwhelmed with the amount of work, totally not happy with how the sound didn’t work last time, will take a good nap and come back to you with another update here and via email, if you request one.
Hello Darlings,
Here’s my current live stream plan. More platforms and times might be added, so stay tuned! If you’d like email updates, just send “please go live” to newsletter@sicut-dico.com. Feel free to include any questions, requests, or confessions—I read them all myself
(CW: final confession, artistic vision, esoteric message, strong personal opinion, nudity)
I am the blood from the soils where Mongolia, Kazakhstan, China, and Russia stand now, carrying the legacy of the Altaic princess, a daughter of Kali, daughter of the earth itself. Reincarnation of Mary Magdalene, I have returned to reclaim my mind and spirit. It is time for the East to awaken, to rekindle wisdom and seek enlightenment. It is time for the western civilizations to accept mistakes and boldly act towards finally learning from history.
I am here to remind us all that humanity’s true goal must be collective happiness; to reach this, we must end our conflicts and learn from one another. No one can understand ultimate power without experiencing complete helplessness. No one should be allowed to possess those powers without facing the consequences of abuse.
Every living soul will benefit if we dismantle the dominance of empires and vast nations.
Humanity has already learned what democracy is, but we’ve forgotten that democracy is a continuous action, not something to be abandoned to those who cannot understand its depth.
Science and spirituality must reconnect, guiding us in reinventing religions and refining the values we hold sacred, all while leaving violence behind. We must teach humanity to process anger and ego on every level. We must learn to understand death and cherish the journey of aging and growing wiser. At the same time, we must prevent those who cling to old ways from hindering our progress.
The world has pressing issues around nationality, superstition, and gender. We can overcome these, but we must first learn to manage anger and, most importantly, to learn love—starting with self-love. This journey of self-acceptance is deeply connected to education, especially around sexuality and boundaries from early childhood.
We need to rebalance power to reshape the world, letting new voices bring fresh vision. We should stop seeking God outside of ourselves; the Healers and Creators of magic are among us already, and it’s time to support them. We must replace fear and hate for what we don’t understand with study, patience, and sensitivity.
We must gather as much knowledge as we can, share it with care and respect, dig beneath the sacred places with an open heart and cold head, and uncover the secrets our ancestors buried out of fear and lust for power. Once humanity is sexually satisfied, emotionally balanced and spiritually aware, we’ll be one step closer to true happiness and harmony.
There’s no ultimate truth for all. We are all different. Always were. Always will be. This is our biggest strength. This is life itself.
Surviving Capitalism with Art, Sex, and a Dash of Traffic
(CW: politics, sex for sale, marketing, strong personal opinion)
As Bogolepov performs at Kantine am Berghain on September 4th, we must address the elephant in the room. Born in Leningrad, she fled Russia after releasing Mother Russia in 2017. Given our stance against Putin’s aggression in Ukraine, Mother Russia won’t be played live when we want to share love and hope. Instead, it and Serpent Song, a new track exploring a dictator’s psyche, are part of our project with BOGOLEPOV: requiems of tomorrow, meant to be heard in spaces like embassies of the terrorist state
In our latest project, “What the Fuck is Sicut Dico,” we’re tackling the wild world of surviving as artists under capitalism. (And yes, the first three episodes are already out!). Right now, we’re all about driving traffic to our websites—mine features nudes, and Gene’s offers music. I didn’t pick money and sex as mediums just to stir the pot or get rich quick. Nope, I believe they’re powerful tools to shake up the system.
Now, I know some folks might get offended by what we’re doing—whether it’s the mix of names, nationalities, or our professions. But this message is for those who can see beyond that. We can’t beat fascism with more hate; only love and art give us hope. And we’re eager to share that with anyone who’s ready to accept it.
Here’s where things get fun: since August, I’ve been buying ads on FetLife. Imagine Facebook, but way more fun because you can put a dick on your avatar and list all your kinks. The crowd there? Open-minded, kind, and honestly some of the most interesting people around. These ads cost me $500 a month, which feels like a solid investment in reaching the right people.
Next up, I want to buy traffic from Ukrainian creators, offering them the same $500 for a month’s worth of mentions. All I ask in return is that they share links to my work or Gene’s, with some tracking I’ll provide. How do they do it? Totally up to them. The goal? Let’s build a bridge between English-speaking audiences and those in Ukraine or Russia who get what we’re saying in English. Because let’s be real, this isn’t just about Ukraine vs. Russia or any single conflict. The world’s more complex than that, and nothing is truly black and white.
And here’s the best part: I’ll be publishing monthly updates on how this traffic is working out. Expect the first update to drop after our big show at Berghain. It’s all about keeping things transparent, fun, and, most importantly, creating a space where love and art can thrive. I will explain more on the way.
*naked – for me means beforehand honesty and purity, sexual aspect of nakedness is secondary, although still extremely important. But staying true to myself comes first. So my naked thoughts come along with my naked body
**marketing – an art of informing on what is available for a consensual, usually, monetary exchange with accountable profit for all parties involved. Ideally with long term effects.
Why do I have to write all those catchy headlines like NAKED MARKETING?
Because it is the only way to find out who i really am (that I find acceptable in order to not loose myself in self promotion)
to “FOLLOW” this project send any email to wtf@sicut-dico.com (empty email is ok, feedback is welcome too)
Any unauthorized use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form, now or in the future, is NOT permitted without my express written consent. Any act to promote or profit in any way (e.g., monetarily or socially) from the use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form in my profile is a violation of my privacy and may be subject to legal action
(CW: addictions, politics, nudity, profanity, capitalism and war mentions. Watch your screen time, highly addictive content)
The first episode contains 4 vertical videos, 2 text posts, 3 music tracks, and photo galleries with 30+ photos. Full showcase watching time is around 6 minutes. Scroll down for separate pieces and hidden messages.
Reflection (text) posts with music and photo galleries:
to “FOLLOW” this project send any email to wtf@sicut-dico.com (empty email is ok, feedback is welcome too)
Any unauthorized use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form, now or in the future, is NOT permitted without my express written consent. Any act to promote or profit in any way (e.g., monetarily or socially) from the use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form in my profile is a violation of my privacy and may be subject to legal action
CW: unconditional love, justification for the desire to co-create
(We send each artist mentioned official requests to their managers with specific details at the same time as the posts with their names are published)
Dear creator,
Whoever you are, young artist or big star, if I mention you here, it’s because I’m grateful to have you in my life. And to have my life the way it is today. In my darkest moments, YOU AND YOUR ART have helped me to keep on living and fighting. And that means a lot to me.
Thank you for what you have brought to life.
Thank you for being brave.
For being true.
For the strength you have given me, and perhaps many others, by not only showing the stronger sides of life with your art.
Your powers are incredible.
On top of my gratitude I am trying to give you my bravest and most honest version.
I reach out to say that my main goal, by mentioning you here, is to share with many other people my knowledge about you. The experience that you have brought. I believe I am a bridge that can help connecting things don’t easily come together. I m sure you are one too.
Since people already accused me in mentioning you to try to get your attention, or profit from your name, fame, etc. Well. Of course your attention would flatter me.
However.
I don’t expect anything more from you than to be who you already are.
If you happen to find my work interesting or see how your creativity could benefit from collaborating with mine, I’ll be more than happy to help you or provide more information on my resources.
If you’d like to give my project a shutout, contact me for personalized tracking links first. Also I have small budgets for promo this year I will not pay to platforms. Only to people.
If you would like me to stop mentioning you, please let me know, I will respect that.
(CW: marketing, strong personal opinion, suicide, war mentions)
In the more than a year that the shop has been in existence, I’ve received enough complaints that the whole concept is simply disturbing, confusing and above all that the user has to wonder who is Oxxxymiron, or who is Marina Abramovich, or if they know both, some are even more confused and annoyed that I’ve dared to name them in one place. Since this distracts them from the product, they leave the page before buying. What a shame.
We live in an age of reactions and post-reactions. People see what they want to see. I have to explain myself if I want my message to remain clear. So… If this project is close to your heart in any way and you need clarification, here it is. Please read carefully. Words underlined in rainbow are links.
Wax play store update
It was always and foremost an artistic project. The performance is still going on as this is being read. Making money with this shop was never the main objective. Although all the candles I produced sold out almost immediately, that’s the main reason why the shop is empty today: I don’t have the time.
So what’s the point of creating such a mess if I don’t even make money from it?
Because I could and felt obliged to do it. And that’s still the case today. No regrets. Only advantages. I still can make candles any time I need them, so I have the product for myself. I can always make some extra cash with it if I need to. I have amazing collaboration tool. I can go on and on, but here is the cherry on the top of my cake of reasons to do what I did.
Even if you find this page and this idea utterly disturbing and never buy my candles, all I need is for you to wonder about one of the names I’ve mentioned. The power of art will do the rest.
Technical part. How to get the candles
For now, the only way to get them soon is through Gene’s Mycelium, we have a unique batch that we made in Portugal this winter and we will be giving it away to the fan base first.
Please don’t send me offers based on making money from my ideas. If you need candles in large quantities and of any quality, I’m not your dealer either.
If you want to make your own candles or collab on this topic, email me, I need help and I can teach you.
For wax play performance requests, check out this article.
Ideological part
Now let’s get to the part where I try to explain the connection with the names. And trying is the key word here. Those who are not ready to understand will always find a reason to be offended or whatever.
Why Marina
If our planet had to choose the art ambassador to send to an assembly with other civilizations, I wouldn’t think of another candidate. If she says no, she will probably propose a suitable alternative. So we should ask her anyway.
Her work embodies the curiosity and honesty I’ve found hard to embrace in myself. She’s not afraid to do so many things that others can’t even imagine. She understands this world so much clearer and, what’s particularly important to me, she shares it with other people. She is one of the bravest and most selfless artists.
If the Kremlin’s investigative committee wasn’t campaigning for him, I’d never have listened to his music. But I did and now I’m hooked. I listen to a few songs in the shower almost daily and it helps me deal with my anger.
This is the only artist i bought a ticket and went to a live show since pandemic. If you know me you should know how much it speaks for the artist.
I know all the lyrics aren’t accessible to English speakers, but if you want to try it, do. It’s hard to recommend where to start, but below are links to songs from different years that I listen to particularly often.
The last call (2010) is an officially extremist song about school shootings. Oida (2022) the re-assembling set in my store was inspired by this song. This one is fresh.
This whole mixtape I would recommend to play extra loud if you have some russian speaking neighbors. Solid character test.
How dare I
Because I want to live in a world where we’re not afraid to say: you inspired me to create! Where we treat each other first and foremost as human beings with feelings.
I understand how privileged I am to be able to simply allow myself to create a product that is not designed to be sold to all. I also understand the confusion. Even the attacks and demands.
I am grateful beyond words for all of it.
I wouldn’t be who I am today without the artists I mention on this site. If any of them ask me to remove their name, I will.
Please don’t take offense on their behalf though. Here’s an open letter to the creators and influences mentioned on this page or likely to be mentioned in the future.
Here is a gallery of photos from the candle making session in Portugal.
If I have to introduce myself on a dating app, I say I’m an adult content creator or a professional villain.
When I want to appear “normal”, I introduce myself as an art manager, or an event producer, or simply as an artist.
Very often, I say that I’m a former marketing strategist and project manager who now only accepts to sell art or sex.
For those who want to fuck my artists without my permission, I’m a pimp. A hardcore pimp, with lawyers and thugs on my side.
For kind weirdos, queers and all kinds of perverts I preach self love and acceptance. Hope for a change. Confidence. Power to be whoever the fuck you want.
Sometimes I simply perform and entertain. Sometimes I also just survive and fight.
Honestly? I have so many roles and characters that I can lose myself. Then I hire professionals.
In this case, Vika Temnova is 1000%. Not only did she manage to see me as I am in a simple video call and brief meeting, but she also met six members of my team, dressed them in other people’s clothes, styled us all in less than an hour, and made sure we all fell in love with her.
On top of that, she’s a Ukrainian artist and the fact that she agreed to work with me is a huge honor. Follow her on IG (and consider donating to Ukraine if you have a steady income).
The first episode of ‘What the fuck is Sicut Dico’ is out btw. Thanks to everyone who supported me along the way. I love you.
The photos we’re publishing now are just previews. Behind-the-scenes videos will soon be available on fan sites.
Creative directing, photography and style:Vika Temnova
a few more details about this collaboration to disclose:
These photos were taken on Wednesday (10.07) of this week.
On Tuesday, Vika Temnova spent 6 hours in +30°C heat driving around Berlin without air conditioning to choose clothes for people she hadn’t even seen.
On Monday, we cancelled the promotion of Gene’s concert at Berghain because kremlin terrorists had bombed a hospital in Kiev over the weekend.
I’ve hired Vika to shoot a promotional campaign for my own website and her next task is to help my dear assistant Sil, based in Kiev, with the avatar, banner photo and so on.
So I’d like to turn this collaboration into a little political performance and ask you, my lovely audience, to help us fund and promote this project to raise awareness of the current situation in Ukraine.
Why should we do this? Because the world needs to know how it feels. Because artists are the people who should speak out the most. We should not get used to what is going on.
Because the fight against fascism is a task for us all. Yes, Ukraine is on the front line, but the war is all over the world. We have to look deeper inside to win. Each within ourselves. And we can’t win this fight without art.
(CW: addictions, politics, nudity, profanity, capitalism and war mentions. Watch your screen time, highly addictive content)
The first episode contains 4 videos, 2 text posts, 3 music tracks, and galleries with 50+ photos. Full showcase watching time is around 7 minutes.
Part 1. Hello
Welcome to the first episode. What’s it all about? You’ll get a look at my life over the past four years—how a dominatrix is made and where that path leads us all.
The video (which I hope you just watched) was filmed almost accidentally while I was exploring a BDSM playground built for long sessions and intense scenarios. The song you hear in the background is Skin, created by BOGOLEPOV, my dear friend and music diva, that I introduce in the next part of the episode.
You can listen to the full track while reading the post “Born Weird” Your choice—read it now and come back, or scroll through the videos and my 2025 intro first.
Part 2. Gene
I am sure you skipped the disclaimer at the beginning, so here is the important part from it about both me and Gene: we created this series to show what it feels like to earn money with your art—and also to actually earn money. Hopefully. Let’s see?
Gene: “While looking for a photo of Sicut’s tits, I came across many photos in my camera roll before 2022 and SHE WEARS CLOTHES THERE!! After mid-2022 – not a single one where’s she’s dressed (well, except for fetish attire perhaps, hehe)”
By the end of this season, you should have some basic idea of who the fuck I am—and why you should give me money.
Part 4. Rules
Pay attention to the content warnings and explore the content at your own pace. To follow this project send an email request* to wtf@sicut-dico.com
All creators mentioned in the process will be contacted by us or are already aware of what is happening. Please don’t take offense on behalf of another artist. If THEY ask me to remove the mention, I will.
Posts from 2022—the year that changed everything for me
to “FOLLOW” this project send any email to wtf@sicut-dico.com (empty email is ok, feedback is welcome too)
Any unauthorized use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form, now or in the future, is NOT permitted without my express written consent. Any act to promote or profit in any way (e.g., monetarily or socially) from the use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form in my profile is a violation of my privacy and may be subject to legal action
Below is a list of public accounts on which I appear (in one way or another) promoting my NSFW content, listed in alphabetical order. Bear in mind that any unique content is first published on my website (or fan sites) and then, with some delay and censorship, makes its way to my social media. I just cant care less for that vanity fair.
I do not run all social accounts myself. Only the one on Mastodon is fully posted by me. But my media elfs check them all daily and moderate with no resurrection options, so please behave.
Read my social media statements if you want to know more about how I manage not to care about followers and likes.
Cooperation with influencers, agencies and brands is only possible via sicut@sicut-dico.com. (I’m open to sharing my technical knowledge, resources and expertise in exchange for media outreach, don’t hesitate to get in touch).
