If I have to introduce myself on a dating app, I say I’m an adult content creator or a professional villain.
When I want to appear “normal”, I introduce myself as an art manager, or an event producer, or simply as an artist.
Very often, I say that I’m a former marketing strategist and project manager who now only accepts to sell art or sex.
For those who want to fuck my artists without my permission, I’m a pimp. A hardcore pimp, with lawyers and thugs on my side.
For kind weirdos, queers and all kinds of perverts I preach self love and acceptance. Hope for a change. Confidence. Power to be whoever the fuck you want.
Sometimes I simply perform and entertain. Sometimes I also just survive and fight.
Honestly? I have so many roles and characters that I can lose myself. Then I hire professionals.
In this case, Vika Temnova is 1000%. Not only did she manage to see me as I am in a simple video call and brief meeting, but she also met six members of my team, dressed them in other people’s clothes, styled us all in less than an hour, and made sure we all fell in love with her.
On top of that, she’s a Ukrainian artist and the fact that she agreed to work with me is a huge honor. Follow her on IG (and consider donating to Ukraine if you have a steady income).
The first episode of ‘What the fuck is Sicut Dico’ is out btw. Thanks to everyone who supported me along the way. I love you.
The photos we’re publishing now are just previews. Behind-the-scenes videos will soon be available on fan sites.
Creative directing, photography and style:Vika Temnova
a few more details about this collaboration to disclose:
These photos were taken on Wednesday (10.07) of this week.
On Tuesday, Vika Temnova spent 6 hours in +30°C heat driving around Berlin without air conditioning to choose clothes for people she hadn’t even seen.
On Monday, we cancelled the promotion of Gene’s concert at Berghain because kremlin terrorists had bombed a hospital in Kiev over the weekend.
I’ve hired Vika to shoot a promotional campaign for my own website and her next task is to help my dear assistant Sil, based in Kiev, with the avatar, banner photo and so on.
So I’d like to turn this collaboration into a little political performance and ask you, my lovely audience, to help us fund and promote this project to raise awareness of the current situation in Ukraine.
Why should we do this? Because the world needs to know how it feels. Because artists are the people who should speak out the most. We should not get used to what is going on.
Because the fight against fascism is a task for us all. Yes, Ukraine is on the front line, but the war is all over the world. We have to look deeper inside to win. Each within ourselves. And we can’t win this fight without art.
(CW: addictions, politics, nudity, profanity, capitalism and war mentions. Watch your screen time, highly addictive content)
The first episode contains 4 videos, 2 text posts, 3 music tracks, and galleries with 50+ photos. Full showcase watching time is around 7 minutes.
Part 1. Hello
Welcome to the first episode. What’s it all about? You’ll get a look at my life over the past four years—how a dominatrix is made and where that path leads us all.
The video (which I hope you just watched) was filmed almost accidentally while I was exploring a BDSM playground built for long sessions and intense scenarios. The song you hear in the background is Skin, created by BOGOLEPOV, my dear friend and music diva, that I introduce in the next part of the episode.
You can listen to the full track while reading the post “Born Weird” Your choice—read it now and come back, or scroll through the videos and my 2025 intro first.
Part 2. Gene
I am sure you skipped the disclaimer at the beginning, so here is the important part from it about both me and Gene: we created this series to show what it feels like to earn money with your art—and also to actually earn money. Hopefully. Let’s see?
Gene: “While looking for a photo of Sicut’s tits, I came across many photos in my camera roll before 2022 and SHE WEARS CLOTHES THERE!! After mid-2022 – not a single one where’s she’s dressed (well, except for fetish attire perhaps, hehe)”
By the end of this season, you should have some basic idea of who the fuck I am—and why you should give me money.
Part 4. Rules
Pay attention to the content warnings and explore the content at your own pace. To follow this project send an email request* to wtf@sicut-dico.com
All creators mentioned in the process will be contacted by us or are already aware of what is happening. Please don’t take offense on behalf of another artist. If THEY ask me to remove the mention, I will.
Posts from 2022—the year that changed everything for me
to “FOLLOW” this project send any email to wtf@sicut-dico.com (empty email is ok, feedback is welcome too)
Any unauthorized use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form, now or in the future, is NOT permitted without my express written consent. Any act to promote or profit in any way (e.g., monetarily or socially) from the use of my name, video, photos or audio in any form in my profile is a violation of my privacy and may be subject to legal action
Below is a list of public accounts on which I appear (in one way or another) promoting my NSFW content, listed in alphabetical order. Bear in mind that any unique content is first published on my website (or fan sites) and then, with some delay and censorship, makes its way to my social media. I just cant care less for that vanity fair.
I do not run all social accounts myself. Only the one on Mastodon is fully posted by me. But my media elfs check them all daily and moderate with no resurrection options, so please behave.
Read my social media statements if you want to know more about how I manage not to care about followers and likes.
Cooperation with influencers, agencies and brands is only possible via sicut@sicut-dico.com. (I’m open to sharing my technical knowledge, resources and expertise in exchange for media outreach, don’t hesitate to get in touch).
(CW) sober gathering with undressing options after 22pm
UPDATE SAT 22.06
Unfortunately, the weather is too wild and unpredictable today, so we’re giving you our support via personal messages.
Here’s the telegram link, if you need help today, write to us there, we’ll check it every hour.
For Mycelium members, my location may be revealed, but it seems today I’m moving around the city a lot.
The kinky agenda will be taken care of by Sil and me starting tomorrow.
UPDATE FRI 21.06
We decided to start with a picnic on the Tempelhofer feld, so we do not limit the capacity of participants. Please still let us know if you want to come via email, we will send you the pin. (The location will be automatically posted for Mycelium members).
We will start the gathering at 16:00. Please spread the word so everyone who is in need of such event can know and come.
Here is the update on the part about being sober, since I’ve received a lot of feedback from people who would like to moderate their consumption but can’t give it up completely.
Please share this with anyone who needs support to moderate their substance use or has mental health issues related to cruelty of capitalism.
Our sober gathering on Saturday is FREE and open to everyone.
We don’t require you to be absolutely clean.
We won’t shame you or judge. Won’t tell you how to live either. We will be just there to talk, hug, and listen to the music.
We just ask that you don’t use anything during the event and that you don’t encourage other participants to use any substance, including sugar and caffeine.
The live music from Bogolepov will happen in acoustic format at around 17:00.
After 22 there will be options to join me for the kinky event, use the same email to sing up.
Sicut introduces her team of co-creators and shares basic info about her background. In her own words:
“Apart from being a hyper-sensitive human creature in a gorgeous female body, I’m also an exhibitionist, a mindful sadist, brave explorer and a certified border tickler”
You’re invited to witness metamorphosis: from marketing strategist to dominatrix.
The main rule currently: no meet-ups or location updates.
Sicut explains, why you should give her money. Spoiler: to see her naked and support a whole collective of independent artists.
How naked exactly, you ask? There are categories to choose from:
Lewds and selfies, meta MILF, Kinky, Artsy, Solo-play (check out here)
and finally: links to all hot content and how it works
…but really, pls give yourself some time and read it in full, honesty and nudes are better than doom-scrolling, isn’t it?
I am both excited to publish this and terrified by the amount of work ahead, only because I occasionally get exhausted by my own micromanagement imperfection.
The truth behind all this work is:
It takes a tremendous amount of energy and confidence to make it as an artist.
Yet, I am lucky to not be alone in this. For starters, let’s clarify this:
“WHO AM I AND WHY SHOULD YOU GIVE ME MONEY?”
(scroll down to see more explicit content)
Technically it’s not just me. Let us be fair. I can’t pull it off alone.
So who are “we” and what is going on? (In marketing language we call it a warm-up)
Each of us contains a universe that shareholders would love to put into a cell to milk. We are simply trying to stay in control, and now it is getting more and more up to you, dear reader, whether we win or lose.
This all started for me around two years ago, with a simple discovery that posting my own nudes, and the idea that other people might use them for sexual gratification, was kind of comforting for me. And exciting. And so on.
Through this time NUDES, as a category, was always the most popular. Many contacts were asking me if I had an OnlyFans (OF), and if not, why. So here we are.
Sometimes I think it’s a curse. But it also made me proceed with finally registering at almost every fan-site. So now I don’t just have an OF page. I have the whole fucking list of them (scroll down for more photos, here are the links), that is being loaded with content while you are reading this.
I DON’t meet i.r.l.
That’s currently the main rule. No more meet-ups or location updates. Sorry, not sorry.
I respect the rules of the platforms I engage with. Also, I always respond to messages from all accounts myself. So that leaves little time for personal meetings.
I also cannot be present online all the time. One week a month I take completely off. Me and my team will do our best, so that the posting keeps going, but no texting options are possible during the week before the full moon of every month.
So who am I?
Apart from being a hyper-sensitive human creature in a gorgeous female body, I’m also an exhibitionist, a mindful sadist, brave explorer and a certified border tickler.
Here is the link to WTF IS SD trailer – first cross-platform series telling and showing how dominatrix are being made. On my immodest example. This part is going to unravel the part of my personality that is known as Mistress. I hope you don’t mind if we start with how I became one. Although this “Mistress” persona is strong and authentic, it’s not all of me. So it’s also in some ways just one more label that I carry with a smile. Among many.
Too many. So it’s getting hard to care for all of them.
Control is not my main goal or obsession. I am a lot more.
I am real. Honest. And sensitive. I can be too much. That’s ok. Just watch for content warnings. And then feel free to decide who I am on your own. I believe you deserve this right.
And Why should you give me money?
To watch my high quality content with unique music and practices that I used for my own sexual healing and exploration.
The more I earn with my nudes the more ideas I can put into reality with my extended family of Berlin weirdos and other independent creators. I don’t want to throw catchy phrases here like “porn can be a form if art”.
Of course it is a form of art. But to prove the point I would prefer to show you, not tell you. And for that I need guess what. Cash.
Looks like I am addicted to training and gaining new knowledge anyway. And I am not afraid to share, I believe the world will be a better place with more skilled professionals like me. But I also have to be my own university, and yes here we are again, I need money to hire the best professors and conduct the independent studies. OC I am the main test subject but it wont be just about me. I don’t exist alone.
Trying things on myself was more of a selling point for my real life sessions, but since I stop offering them anymore, I intend to unfold some secrets to a wider audience.
So did I answer the question or you need more reasons? Because on top whats already mentioned I would say I will transform the entertainment industry into a form of art incubator providing a completely new level of fun that heals and educates us at the same time. Slowly.
My art will always be the “you either love it or hate it” kind of thing.
Here is the gallery to give you some taste. Don’t watch this on public transport or elsewhere with children around!
Content categories ready to be uploaded:
Here is my favorite part. Let me give you one more content warning, or here it is probably turning into a selling point, however: you are going to get to know me EVEN closer from here. First I introduce each content category, and then we get to the ways of consuming it.
For now my content base contains 700+ photos, 50+ videos, and I personally divide it into 5 major categories:
Lewds and selfies
Directly from my phone, both old and fresh. Almost daily I take a picture or two.
Kinky
Content by fetish categories: feet, pee, dungeon, chains. Limits up until platform terms and conditions.
meta MILF
Hot mainstream-like content from my Stepson. If you want quick deals for my customs, he is your guy, because he is around me a lot. We are having content making sessions at least twice a month.
Morning yogaWindy PortugalFeet controlSwimming shrimpCzech republic ski resortFeet power
Artsy
Nudes and outdoor erotica from Gene or Sil: analog content, music infusions, funny and goofy stuff, queer, weird and extra wet videos.
Solo play
Masturbating vids from various creators. In bed, in a bath, on a couch, Real life stuff because I love showing my real, authentic, sensitive, sometimes multiple but surely intense orgasms. Also why not? Especially since I was told it is something that Mistresses don’t do. Well. Watch me.
tiers
BASIC get to know me subscription – all my so called paid content that’s allowed on the platform and monthly new videos and photo sets.
(Dungeon) SNEAK tier (gives you one custom request per month, backstage content and one weekly message response from me)
SEXXXT with me tier (one 30 min texting session per month and special price for additional texting)
SUPPORT me tier (this tier does not buy you more time with me online, it is only for devoted fans who want to support my work and lifestyle and ready to not expect anything in return, just watch me thrive)
Subscriptions are available on on OF, Fansly, etc. – links here
the best way to be updated on the project development is to send me a blank email to nudes@sicut-dico.com
Content in progress & co-creation
Partnered videos. Cooking show. Heavy metal how to.
vote for your favorite photos with likes and at the end of the year I’ll make a calendar with them. The fans who leave the most likes will get digital versions of those calendars.
805 pictures, 57 videos (currently the most filled with my ethical nudes and porn clips platform). Trial link available in bio. Paw and Gene customs, videos, and galleries updated daily. Live streams and on-demand chatting.
Gene and Paw are also featured here. Monthly live streams, with videos and galleries being updated soon. Chatting and custom content available on demand. Ethical nudes for nerds
no substances consumption during the meeting: water only, no smoking
event is free, donations will help a lot (online donations via mycelium)
MAIN MESSAGES
the world is broken, not us – how to fix it? we talk. that is a start already!
we are all different and thus we seek help & recover differently.
how to respect that? – i will ask the group each time what would they personally see as triggers.
what should we avoid doing or saying? so each live gathering might have additional rules according to sensitivities of the participants. please respect them.
how to respect our differences and triggers and still talk about addictions openly? please share your ideas or concerns with us viamoon@sicut-dico.com
chicken and egg, IN A NUTSHELL 😉
chicken & egg dilemma or vicious circle, name it as you like, but here it is:
the more pressure we feel – the more we crave escape – then we develop addictions and need to escape from them too. sometimes we just trade or substitute addictions. but do we really escape?
we try to ban drugs without understanding that our bodies are the most sophisticated drugs dispensers ever existed, we can’t ban nature. we need to understand and take control. everyone needs to find what makes them happy. sounds easy, yet reality is hard.
for many of us even basic formula of healthy living is hardly accessible. sensible nutrition and active lifestyle, essential for good mental health and for support of our self-love and self-confidence, become somewhat of a luxury. even the knowledge itself of some specifics of your body is a privilege, as it is only available to those who have access to medical services.
how to change it? how to survive it?
together it’s easier. and even though we might not have much money, but what we have is our community. for many rich people it’s an unknown luxury.
if you feel like it is somehow fucked up, you are right, it is. humanity is going into a dangerous direction.
Here is the event concept that I want to dedicate the whole next year to. And it’s not about entertainment. It’s about survival. It is basically a very sophisticated version of an AA support group without god or guilt.
Why addiction?
Because I am an addict. And most of us are.
But I am the lucky one. I learned how to survive and now want to support the ones who are a bit less lucky.
For whom?
For everyone who doesn’t fit
Artists, atheists, sex workers, everyone who has any kind of addiction issues and especially those who don’t find traditional support groups helpful for them.
The main goal is to put an end to the hopeless cycle of making money with money for money’s sake, but this is a long-term endeavor.
So we can start by supporting the most vulnerable ones: artists and addicts. Sometimes these groups intersect for whatever reason.
When and where?
Every full moon. Online. And offline from May.
Updated in May 2024, after receiving initial feedback. It seems that Berlin needs this type of event more than others.
24/04/2024
Full Moon Addiction I: Berlin
23/05/2024
Full Moon Addiction II Berlin
22/06/2024
Full Moon Addiction III ?
21/07/2024
Full Moon Addiction IV ?
19/08/2024
Full Moon Addiction V Berlin
If you have a location where you want to host us, reach out via moon@sicut-dico.com
Why?
In this world, everything has a price. But not everything can be bought with money. No, the world is not black and white. We’re all different. We’re more than two genders, more than good and bad, we’re becoming more complex by the minute.
We live in a world where equality is synonymous with helplessness. We are prisoners of a rudimentary knowledge of the world. We make children and adults addicted to their own dopamine on a massive scale, and it’s totally legal and called social media. Yet if they manage to smoke a herb that human beings have been using for thousands of years, we prosecute them and deny them a future.
And I’m not even talking about the responsibilities of the pharmaceutical and food industries on the scale of addictions and other health issues. I don’t want to make things look too dark too quickly. I hope we can learn together how to put an end to this mess. But there is a lot of work.
My artistic goal here is to build a community of people who agree that the most important things in life are not things. At least, not material things.
My personal goal is to control my addiction to tobacco and replace it with the euphoria of helping people be themselves.
What?
Donation based tickets will be available 3 weeks before (pay what you can). One week before prices for tickets go up for the first time. Then we are rising prices on the day of the event again. It’s still capitalism, sorry. At least this way certain amount of tickets will be available for lower prices.
Support group will be available for everyone registered. For free online. Donation based offline.
We will offer separate tickets or a bundle. Yearly pass option should be available too. Online and offline. Hopefully this way some parts of the event will finance the other.
How?
To be notified when tickets are available for the next event, send us an email at moon@sicut-dico.com. And don’t hesitate to share your story with us.
It is a full day event starting at 12 midday and ending in 10-12 hrs, consisting of 5 blocks:
AUCTION / AWARD / SUPPORT / REALITY CHECK / HEALING
The auction consists of exhibiting and selling a series of works of art. The event will start with the intro of the artworks. The auction itself will take place at the very end of the event.
Award is actually about humor. I’d like to invite stand up comedians to take part in the event and make it less dramatic. (In April, the prize goes to Germany for legalizing pot and to the police in general. They win a chance to laugh and accept reality together. Also a bit of gratitude. But not all of them. I will explain this personally.) I also invite journalists and politicians to join public debates on the topics. But for the first event I just imagined a 40-50 minutes comedy show with my moderation. My guess here is that we might not be ready to talk about certain things seriously until we get to laugh about them. It’s a theory to test.
Support consists of inviting all sorts of addicts that don’t fit in other groups, as well as the people who live or work with them, to an honest conversation. Without judgment, but with a consensual exchange of views, feelings and positions. I’ll share part of my story, invite people to share theirs or ask me questions. I went to a number of support groups over the last few years. Some specialized on alcohol, some treating all addictions as sicknesses. Most of them made me feel guilty. Or broken. Yes I could see people there who seemed to be even more broken. Here is my short story.
I stopped drinking in 2018. Since 2022 I almost live without suicidal thoughts and panic attacks. I regularly support other people with similar issues. I eat and exercise. My health is finally okay and getting better. I work on multiple projects. But I smoke weed. Now I am planning to give up tobacco btw. It bothers me. But I don’t want to give up weed. I don’t smoke every day. Weed is the only drug that doesn’t make me feel like having more and more of it. I can moderate it. It is still an addiction. No plan to argue with that.
Should I feel broken though? I don’t think so. Moderation is the key. This is what I learned so far about addictions – it is so much easier to control them if we face them, call them by their names, don’t judge or punish, but understand why they form. At this point I simply want to share what helps me. And perhaps offer other people to tell their stories.
Reality checks will happen for each their own. I intend to talk about issues surrounding substances and addictions.
If it comes to my personal routine. I won’t be smoking anything the week leading up to the event. So I can have some sober experience to live through every time and be able to support others.
I do not want to promote smoking weed. But I also don’t want to hide if I do so. I think we should simply look for new ways of dealing with addictions. That I can’t imagine happening without dialogue.
I would also like to talk about the absurdity of testing strategies used now. Example. If I smoke a lot of THC weed at some point and then stop, get tested a few weeks after, the tests that are used right now most likely will not help me to prove that I didn’t smoke those weeks before. And the general issue of the misperception of good and bad drugs in our society. Or tolerance issues. The hypocrisy we foster out of ignorance will cost us dearly.
This part is for the good of future generations of sensitive people like me. We should learn how to not create addicts. Instead of stigmatizing some. Or rewarding others. In the long term I would also like to invite doctors to a discussion and those who can respect my sensitivity could actually examine me, and I’ll be happy to share my knowledge and experience with them.
photo by sashaperova.com
The healing session will be led by Gene Bogolepov. She has prepared an intense and sensual 30-minute audiovisual experience. I guess here I wonder if I can have issues with calling a musical performance a healing session. I honestly believe that art can heal. But we are not promising miracles either. The world is broken, not us.
Closing of the auction will also be streamed online.
How much?
free or donation based for support seekers, tickets to the show via mail list, mycelium members – free
All proceeds from the event above expenses will be donated to Ukraine.
As an artist, I’m generally interested in exploring the theme of sex and politics in the same room. I believe it’s still possible not to spoil the party atmosphere, but also to educate and raise awareness while offering new experiences. Please note that I don’t exist solely for entertainment.
However, as an artist eager to be commercially profitable, I fully understand the need for entertaining activities. So here’s a brief list of possibilities for an interactive waxplay station and shows. My work can be a fast, deep experience that captures all attention for a short time – that’s a package with bogolepov. Alone, I can do all-night performances in a few acts that have different levels of audience interaction.
As an anti-capitalist, I want to make it clear that I’m open to non-profit work in support of righteous ideas and needs, yet the more commercial the event agenda, the less likely I am to be cheap.
One sub performance
This is a great way to get the party started. I can finish setting up my human candlestick in front of the audience, then perform the tests or play with my victim. I usually use the steak thermometer with a needle, and sometimes offer to have the guests help me. Sometimes I ask the victim to hold the thermometer and shout out the number. It all depends on what you want from the show. The softer versions are more elegant. But I can also do more edgy things. It’s important to understand the audience’s expectations.
Interactive Station
A station is a place to experiment with different melting-temperature candles, compare them, and learn how to use them safely. When interacting with guests, I personally guide them on how to use the candles, offering safe methods for experimentation or even a quick session. I have several approaches to presenting waxplay and typically choose the one that feels most fitting in the moment while speaking with someone.
For larger events, I can bring in trained assistants to handle one or two specific scenarios, ensuring more guests can participate while maintaining safety and quality experiences.
Performances with a group of subs
I can work on a stage or immerse my show in the venue. 20 years’ experience in event production allows me to guarantee to do the best with what’s available. The more people involved, the more time I need to prepare though. Or more money.
Waxing myself
You can look at the photos of my products in the waxplay store to get an idea of what I can do. Yes, I can do it in front of an audience (if the audience is safe). I can also talk to people while I’m doing it. Politics or sex? Both, of course. Again, the level of weirdness can vary: I can be dressed up and wax my feet or… use your imagination depending on your budget.
Immersive performance with sound and video effects
with Gene, we offer shadow theater performances, sexual healing dance sets and custom installations with other creatives. To find out more about Gene, click here
This was originally a summary of a recent conversation with a party organizer. I’ve decided that you all have the right to know what kind of shows I can do. Don’t forget to read the “how to buy me” article if you want to book me.
