“Serpent Song” was originally part of Requiems of Tomorrow, a performance before Gene’s Berghain show in September 2024. In Berlin the embassy looked pretty dead, and it felt almost pointless, like fun for tourists, but in Prague, we sparked a kindergarten-level DDoS attack on our website—just enough to know we rattled someone.
The real magic happened in Prague later, on three full moons: November 15th, December 15th, and January 13th. Footage from all three events is in the video. Huge thanks to Expat Legal for helping arrange the action and to my incredible team for their support.
Over three full moons, I cast the curse—tracing two full circles, marking five key points, and forming a giant pentagram over the entire embassy. It affects only the Homo Sovieticus—those who thirst for the blood of the innocent and the different.
Now, the curse is bound to this video Every time you watch it through to the yantra of Kali at the end, its power grows
🔗 Watch. Share. Strengthen the curse.Serpent Song will be released on all streaming services on 15.04.2025
This curse is irreversible. The only way to break it? The fall of Russia and the rise of many free nations in its place. All empires fall!
Want more details on how I did it and why? Part 2 is here, but be warned—it includes nudity and explicit language. And for even spicier behind-the-scenes content, check my fansites.
(CW: Personal and unpaid review. Honest reflections ahead.)
Before discovering Axel last year, I felt like Berlin had no safe, comfortable hotel options for under €200–300 a night. Axel changed the game. I’ve stayed at both locations multiple times, and their existence inspired me to write this review and share other great spots.
As a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP), I feel a responsibility to recommend places that feel safe and welcoming—especially since I spend so much time in hotels.
So, what makes Axel One special? Let me break it down:
The team is consistently wonderful. Sebastian and the crew made me feel genuinely cared for during my last visit—like always. Their approach to resolving issues is top-notch, and trust me, if I’m staying in a hotel, I am a walking issue. Axel handles everything like pros.
Rooms / Sleep Quality / Design / Cleanliness
The rooms have a cozy, modern vibe with a dark design. Small rooms with balconies are perfect for solo travelers, and while the bed is fine for three (tested!), the space itself is tight for more than one person. My absolute favorite is the Junior Suite—it’s where most of my photos come from. While the dark decor can be tricky to maintain, the rooms are generally clean, comfy, and inviting.
Bathrooms / Wardrobe Space
I’m a big fan of the bathtubs here and usually request rooms that have them. The Junior Suite offers fantastic dressing space, making it my go-to choice. Smaller rooms are less ideal for someone traveling with five suitcases (like me) but manageable.
Food / Breakfast / Internet Quality
Breakfast is perfectly fine, with multiple egg options. The Georgian restaurant on-site is a delightful dinner bonus. The internet is reliable and fast, so no complaints there.
Massage / Spa / Gym
The rooftop spa is incredible. It’s a welcoming space with open-minded and kind guests. While I haven’t tried their massage services yet, the gym and spa are fantastic additions to the experience.
Location / Sex Worker & Guest Friendliness / Parking
Axel truly shines here. My guests, who often have unique situations, reported zero judgment or gendering issues—a rare find even in pricier hotels. It’s a sex-worker-friendly space that maintains a judgment-free and inclusive atmosphere for all.
A Haven for Inclusivity with a Rooftop Jacuzzi
Axel One is an ideal choice for queer travelers—or anyone who values inclusivity and a welcoming vibe. Their branding as “hetero-friendly” perfectly captures the experience of staying here.
I initially planned to share a gallery of photos, thinking I had tons of content from Axel. But since I wanted to keep this post in a SFW timeline, I couldn’t include all the shots I wanted.
While digging for safe-for-work images, I stumbled upon a photo of the hallway and remembered something I’ve been meaning to do: offer Gene and the Axel team a collaboration to shoot a music video for Melt and Dissolve in their stunning space. Just putting this out there for now!
The song is somehow playing in my head every time I walk through that hallway. Here’s the link to it on various streaming platforms: [Melt and dissolve by Bogolepov].
CW (credits, live event feedback, art and capitalism mentions, words underlined rainbow are links)
If you enjoyed our show, please tip the artists with your attention now.
(Follow them on social media, buy their art, and tell your friends about them. It all counts. They put in huge, amazing work, yet most of the compliments came my way as the organizer. While I deeply appreciate it and will do my best to pass it along, let’s show the artists some love directly too!)
Massive thank you to all for your trust and efforts
First raw feedback
The show went great, and the sound was amazing! We’re totally happy with the results and can’t wait to share the recording with Mycelium members once it’s ready.
On the production side, things were a bit hectic. Not only did we face a DDoS attack on bogolepov.eu, but we also dealt with a chain of last-minute cancellations and fallbacks. Thankfully, we managed to work through it, but I want to acknowledge there’s definitely room for improvement for next time.
It was wonderful to see such a beautifully mixed crowd of over 150 guests, with queer and straight people of all ages coming together. I’m still collecting feedback, so if you have anything to share, I’d love to hear it!
We’re currently processing the accounting. Once calculations are complete, I’ll share more details about the financial side. The photo reports are coming up, Mycelium members already can see it.
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(CW: addictions, politics, nudity, profanity, capitalism and war mentions. Watch your screen time, highly addictive content)
The first episode contains 4 vertical videos, 2 text posts, 3 music tracks, and photo galleries with 30+ photos. Full showcase watching time is around 6 minutes. Scroll down for separate pieces and hidden messages.
Reflection (text) posts with music and photo galleries:
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This is technically our fourth moon together. If I wasn’t still convinced that we all need to learn more about co-existing with our addictions instead of dividing them into good and bad and derailing our healing process, I’d probably abandon the concept of the event. Especially after doing my own reality check by talking to and visiting a few organizers of different types of sobriety events.
It is not an easy task to learn how to party sober. I know. But I belive in us.
Btw here is a sober rave in Berlin on the 10th of August.
So today I’m posting my message of support and I intend to read it on video. Gene is preparing some musical surprises as usual. The lunar peak is over. Thanks to everyone who sent me love or requests for support. I’m glad we’re together through this.
Here is the link to the IG account dedicated to the event.
(CW: marketing, strong personal opinion, suicide, war mentions)
In the more than a year that the shop has been in existence, I’ve received enough complaints that the whole concept is simply disturbing, confusing and above all that the user has to wonder who is Oxxxymiron, or who is Marina Abramovich, or if they know both, some are even more confused and annoyed that I’ve dared to name them in one place. Since this distracts them from the product, they leave the page before buying. What a shame.
We live in an age of reactions and post-reactions. People see what they want to see. I have to explain myself if I want my message to remain clear. So… If this project is close to your heart in any way and you need clarification, here it is. Please read carefully. Words underlined in rainbow are links.
Wax play store update
It was always and foremost an artistic project. The performance is still going on as this is being read. Making money with this shop was never the main objective. Although all the candles I produced sold out almost immediately, that’s the main reason why the shop is empty today: I don’t have the time.
So what’s the point of creating such a mess if I don’t even make money from it?
Because I could and felt obliged to do it. And that’s still the case today. No regrets. Only advantages. I still can make candles any time I need them, so I have the product for myself. I can always make some extra cash with it if I need to. I have amazing collaboration tool. I can go on and on, but here is the cherry on the top of my cake of reasons to do what I did.
Even if you find this page and this idea utterly disturbing and never buy my candles, all I need is for you to wonder about one of the names I’ve mentioned. The power of art will do the rest.
Technical part. How to get the candles
For now, the only way to get them soon is through Gene’s Mycelium, we have a unique batch that we made in Portugal this winter and we will be giving it away to the fan base first.
Please don’t send me offers based on making money from my ideas. If you need candles in large quantities and of any quality, I’m not your dealer either.
If you want to make your own candles or collab on this topic, email me, I need help and I can teach you.
For wax play performance requests, check out this article.
Ideological part
Now let’s get to the part where I try to explain the connection with the names. And trying is the key word here. Those who are not ready to understand will always find a reason to be offended or whatever.
Why Marina
If our planet had to choose the art ambassador to send to an assembly with other civilizations, I wouldn’t think of another candidate. If she says no, she will probably propose a suitable alternative. So we should ask her anyway.
Her work embodies the curiosity and honesty I’ve found hard to embrace in myself. She’s not afraid to do so many things that others can’t even imagine. She understands this world so much clearer and, what’s particularly important to me, she shares it with other people. She is one of the bravest and most selfless artists.
If the Kremlin’s investigative committee wasn’t campaigning for him, I’d never have listened to his music. But I did and now I’m hooked. I listen to a few songs in the shower almost daily and it helps me deal with my anger.
This is the only artist i bought a ticket and went to a live show since pandemic. If you know me you should know how much it speaks for the artist.
I know all the lyrics aren’t accessible to English speakers, but if you want to try it, do. It’s hard to recommend where to start, but below are links to songs from different years that I listen to particularly often.
The last call (2010) is an officially extremist song about school shootings. Oida (2022) the re-assembling set in my store was inspired by this song. This one is fresh.
This whole mixtape I would recommend to play extra loud if you have some russian speaking neighbors. Solid character test.
How dare I
Because I want to live in a world where we’re not afraid to say: you inspired me to create! Where we treat each other first and foremost as human beings with feelings.
I understand how privileged I am to be able to simply allow myself to create a product that is not designed to be sold to all. I also understand the confusion. Even the attacks and demands.
I am grateful beyond words for all of it.
I wouldn’t be who I am today without the artists I mention on this site. If any of them ask me to remove their name, I will.
Please don’t take offense on their behalf though. Here’s an open letter to the creators and influences mentioned on this page or likely to be mentioned in the future.
Here is a gallery of photos from the candle making session in Portugal.
(CW: addictions, politics, nudity, profanity, capitalism and war mentions. Watch your screen time, highly addictive content)
The first episode contains 4 videos, 2 text posts, 3 music tracks, and galleries with 50+ photos. Full showcase watching time is around 7 minutes.
Part 1. Hello
Welcome to the first episode. What’s it all about? You’ll get a look at my life over the past four years—how a dominatrix is made and where that path leads us all.
The video (which I hope you just watched) was filmed almost accidentally while I was exploring a BDSM playground built for long sessions and intense scenarios. The song you hear in the background is Skin, created by BOGOLEPOV, my dear friend and music diva, that I introduce in the next part of the episode.
You can listen to the full track while reading the post “Born Weird” Your choice—read it now and come back, or scroll through the videos and my 2025 intro first.
Part 2. Gene
I am sure you skipped the disclaimer at the beginning, so here is the important part from it about both me and Gene: we created this series to show what it feels like to earn money with your art—and also to actually earn money. Hopefully. Let’s see?
Gene: “While looking for a photo of Sicut’s tits, I came across many photos in my camera roll before 2022 and SHE WEARS CLOTHES THERE!! After mid-2022 – not a single one where’s she’s dressed (well, except for fetish attire perhaps, hehe)”
By the end of this season, you should have some basic idea of who the fuck I am—and why you should give me money.
Part 4. Rules
Pay attention to the content warnings and explore the content at your own pace. To follow this project send an email request* to wtf@sicut-dico.com
All creators mentioned in the process will be contacted by us or are already aware of what is happening. Please don’t take offense on behalf of another artist. If THEY ask me to remove the mention, I will.
Posts from 2022—the year that changed everything for me
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(CW) sober gathering with undressing options after 22pm
UPDATE SAT 22.06
Unfortunately, the weather is too wild and unpredictable today, so we’re giving you our support via personal messages.
Here’s the telegram link, if you need help today, write to us there, we’ll check it every hour.
For Mycelium members, my location may be revealed, but it seems today I’m moving around the city a lot.
The kinky agenda will be taken care of by Sil and me starting tomorrow.
UPDATE FRI 21.06
We decided to start with a picnic on the Tempelhofer feld, so we do not limit the capacity of participants. Please still let us know if you want to come via email, we will send you the pin. (The location will be automatically posted for Mycelium members).
We will start the gathering at 16:00. Please spread the word so everyone who is in need of such event can know and come.
Here is the update on the part about being sober, since I’ve received a lot of feedback from people who would like to moderate their consumption but can’t give it up completely.
Please share this with anyone who needs support to moderate their substance use or has mental health issues related to cruelty of capitalism.
Our sober gathering on Saturday is FREE and open to everyone.
We don’t require you to be absolutely clean.
We won’t shame you or judge. Won’t tell you how to live either. We will be just there to talk, hug, and listen to the music.
We just ask that you don’t use anything during the event and that you don’t encourage other participants to use any substance, including sugar and caffeine.
The live music from Bogolepov will happen in acoustic format at around 17:00.
After 22 there will be options to join me for the kinky event, use the same email to sing up.
