Sicut-Dico

Tag: Videos

  • The first half of the reflection posts is published for patrons and the other half of last year (which I would love to publish) is still a huge pile of content to process. Technically and emotionally – both. Some events require more time to understand how I feel about them.

    Even though this post was also rotting in drafts for a while and I happen to devalue myself twice a day, it looks like the art of small steps is still working for me. Some progress is still happening.

    déjà vu

    Now I’m at the funny stage where it’s already time to have money coming from projects, but instead, I have another identity crisis to deal with. I’m not sure if it is a good thing in general, but I became so familiar with those crises, so it doesn’t even feel like a big drama. The world is falling apart anyway.

    Money topics used to be terribly unsexy for me by default and my project is partly helping to change this statement. I’m as curious as you are to see where it brings us.

    I heard so many people already telling me that my ideas are stupid and pointless, so I can’t wait to act and see for myself.

    Candle store

    In a few days, I’ll launch the candle store on my website, where only patrons and friends will get access first. Since I can’t produce more than 10 candles a day anyway they always will be up to limited availability.

    The first drop will be only available (to pick up) in Europe, a bit later I hope to offer worldwide delivery.

    The slightly crazy part is that I want to stream the process of making candles to smth like Chaturbate or so. I’m setting up an account there and planning the first stream for the next week. I think it should add to the uniqueness of the candles as well as entertain my inner exhibitionist. Would you watch me?

    Here is the video from our camera test with Sil last Wednesday btw.

    With a webcam deal, I won’t feel too bored too fast with this whole business hustle. Hopefully. Because now while making all the calculations, business plans, and procedures I can’t say I felt like it was something I want to do a lot.

    BUT. We all need money, and some of us also need good waxplay candles. Perhaps we can make each other slightly happier at this point.

    If you know me and would like to try my candles in exchange for exposure and honest feedback – contact me asap

    If you like my idea and would be curious to see how it develops, please support me and here is how:

    HOW TO SUPPORT ME

    or

    HOW TO BUY ME

  • My candle project intro is coming…

    …but not as fast as I would want it to.

    Yesterday was a day of technical misery and frustration; I was too ambitious about my plans and didn’t think everything through.

    So the issue was, that from two cameras only one was recording 😞.
    We will try again next week to make a proper tutorial for patrons.

    But for now, I just squeezed the 20 minutes into a single one, so we all can enjoy the butt of my lovely friend Lishka💕, who actually tried waxplay for the first time yesterday!

    Also, she could confirm that some of the candles are pretty mild.
    On the edge of boring.
    So we’re looking to fix that 🔥for the next time too.

  • Nude yoga raw video

    June’s reflection results cums in two posts. Here is the second one, social.

    This one is intimate. I’m giving you the view that only my husband could enjoy, and he said he very much enjoyed it, along with his morning coffee, back in my old flat in Berlin.

    So I suspect some of you might enjoy it as well🙂.

    For the exhibitionist inside me, my balcony in Berlin was an excellent place to get some relatively safe exposure on a daily basis.

    And nude yoga was an excellent recharging practice for me.
    I still remember the cold wind on my private parts. It felt so nice!
    And right now, I’m really missing that feeling.

    I did this more than once, but only once I filmed myself.
    Later I had no idea what to do with this video, not for the whole year.

    But now I’m finally posting it as one of the free posts of 2022, closing up on my daily posting marathon this year.

    Uncut and unedited. Have fun!
    And remember the warm summer days 🌞😎

  • pillow talk with antiShanti

    I met Shanti through the kitkatclub’s dungeon master, Ari, and on the first evening, she taught me how to make a handle for a human.

    Questions for Shanti I gathered from my Instagram audience and one of the popular ones was – how do the scars from body suspensions look like? Here is the answer from Shanti’s back.

    The Pillow talks idea was one of the most ambitious this year, I thought I’d make them once a month. Haha. The next one should be with Ari Denaro, btw. let’s see. Below you can see the key topics with time stamps, and links to videos that I used from Shanti’s Vimeo account.

    This conversation was recorded in two 20 min pieces in my study in Berlin with 10 minutes break, my idea was to make it fast and real. It’s definitely real, I didn’t cut off much material. The “fast” part obviously leaves room for improvement.

    From my pimping side, I’d like to inform you about options to use my service to book a workshop, session, or a show with Shanti in Berlin or Prague, if you need a partner or want to be tied up you can also leave your contact here, or simply write your request to booking@sicut-dico.com. If you are too shy for all that, at least follow her on Insta.

    • 0:30 – introduction
    • 1:30 – ropes or hooks?
    • 6:00 – the difference between traditional shibari and rope art
    • 7:30 – workshop introduction
    • 8:30 – different ropes for different sensations
    • 11:00 – workshop levels and my personal experience
    • 13:00 – about partners for workshops
    • 16:00 – workshops for advanced levels
    • 17:30 – jumps and suspension with hooks
    • 18:00 – Shanti’s first jump and personal experience 
    • 19:30 – rope jumping team
    • 20:30 – how to begin or watch others 
    • 23:45 – scars
    • 25:00 – social media info

    videos used for the background: RopeFest 2020, STILL FALLING FOR YOU ’20 Ropes for Aleksa, Amplitude jump. The Sinner Team, 2010 – all from https://vimeo.com/sashashanti

  • alien birthday – videos

  • First wax play workshop with Let´Z Fetish Academy at KitkatClub

    Fascinating. I’m in love with the range of possible play scenarios. How is it that I never cared for candles before?

    Pictures and videos by xshamaya_photographyx 

  • First wax play workshop – videos

  • Let´Z Fetish Academy at KitkatClub / Princess and whips workshop – photos and videos

    Another workshop with whips. With every workshop, I was gaining confidence. Tools are just tools and nothing more without the knowledge and experience on using them. Ari was a good teacher. Funny and demanding at the same time. I could smell his experience.

    Princesses do actually exist btw. I found one obviously. She was brave and pretty that night, but it didn’t help her to escape the punishment. 

    Pictures by NirvanaBerni

    Video credit: Let’ZFetish Academy

  • Princess and whips workshop – videos

    Real princesses do actually exist. I found one obviously. She was brave and pretty that night, but it didn’t help her to escape the punishment.